Wednesday, May 5, 2010

A penny for your thoughts.

Today I had a blogger block, like literally! I seriously didn't know what to say.
So I will start this entry in relation of what happened yesterday.

Yesterday was really good, well most parts of it anyway.
12pm - I was doing some experimental study with my group members for psychology, so for two hours I was approaching strangers about having to dedicate their time to participate in our study. Our study (well this is how we introduced it to participants) wants to see how many words males and females can write that starts with letter A within 2 minutes. The average is around 13 words. Anyway to cut the story short our main purpose was to check whether participants perform better when they are collective or coactive.
Thank goodness I ran into 2 male guys that I use to know one from highschool (one of the tanned twin) and one is my old OB group member who I talk to several times on msn. Their participation was actually needed a lot we were worried that we will not get enough male participants but we guessed wrong. We found more male participants than females.
Well that is the first thing that happened yesterday.

Then I met up with my korean friend at around 4pm, I thought it was going to be awkward but it wasn't as bad as I was suspecting it to be. I realised that when I was their I over analyzed again. I actually had fun catching up with her. Even though we had a falling out last year after that particular nightclubbing event where she ran off with some douche with a nice car (thats what people say to me). Overall I had fun, I tried to act like as if I don't care and to be honest I actually don't care because when I was hanging out with her I actually forgot that bit and continued having a descent conversation until she mentioned it but I pretended that it didn't affect me one bit. Plus that has been since last year so I will leave it at that.

Then straight after that I met up with my significant other in  Chamberllooinuise building. When I arrived to where my significant other was staying to study he was ridiculously smiling at me, I was beginning to worry then I realized he got his braces off which was awesome feeling for him. He was flashing everyone a big simle so that they will either notice and compliment him. That little bugger is so cute when he tries to get attention. We worked on our stuff for quite a then we decided to leave uni at around maybe 8.30-9.20pm to eat dinner.
On our way to the city I received a text friend from Friend 2 ([click here] to understand who she/he in my life) just pretty much asking me how I was. I was trying my best to convince myself that her intentions were good but somehow to me it was not good enough, therefore I decided not to reply back and just let it be. I tried to ignore that incident because I know that my significant other hate talking about people that came from that crowd.
Moreover we had a fantastic dinner in pancake manor at the city and I had that macadamia madness pancake while my significant other had steak burger that came with chips.



Then I know that everything was going smoothly but somehow on our way home my significant other managed to say one little silly thing that ticked me off right there.
I mean I didn't do a commotion on the spot but I was internally hurt, I don't want to say what it is even though I mentioned it, I just wanted to get it off my chest.
So today I didn't go to uni because I know that if I went to uni I would be somehow forced to hang out with him (my will power is not as strong as it used to be). I just wanted to be away from him for just a day and gather all my senses. I needed a break that will make me feel sane and humane.

Today I absolutely did nothing but read love stories such as 'Forbidden Kiss' and 'Marmalade Boy' in manga fox. I wished they would upload all forbidden kiss in English already. Han have all the manga scans but they are all in Korean so even if I download them (which I did) I would not understand a single thing. 
Due to my curiosity giving me some sort of itch of wanting to know what happened after chapter 8, (When the protagonist got kidnapped part) I researched comments on the mangafox site and some of the comments gave some spoilers to the ending of the story. I must say I am beginning to  have second thoughts about trying to finish forbidden kiss story. It seems like the story sounds like 'endless love' a korean television series (of course I watched it with English subtitles). My grandma love this endless love story so she forced me to watch it with her that is why I know of it. I didn't really enjoy 'endless love' I thought it was too dramatic for my liking. I needed something a bit lighter, immature and funnier shows such as 'Friends', 'Scrubs' or lets get closer to the genre 'Boys Over Flowers'. Anyway enough of those things I wasted my whole day in.
As of now I am ignoring significant other's phone call and I am asking my why.
Probably I just needed to cool off.



P.S. - I will upload photos of food from pancake manor.

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