FML!

What a fucking shit day I had today.

As soon as I finished my psychology lab today I went on my blackboard to check the mark I got for my first assignment. so as soon as I logged on I clicked on the view turnitin link and found this page. [Click image to see larger size]

Seriously I just have to say FUCK ME! What the fuck! How could I be such a fucking idiot for exceeding the word count by 76%. This is like the first time it ever happened to me! I know that before handing this assignment I was checking the criteria sheet and making sure that I have cover everything.

So I went to check the marking criteria [see below]

 

So now I understood why I exceeded the word count limit. Everyone who I asked about how much the assignment word limit decieved me! Like literally! It might have been unconsciously done but I don't give a fuck! I lost 15% of my mark to pass this course! I even asked my friend who does this subject and she smsed be that 'I think its for each'. That is why I originally thought ok I have 2000 words to write this.

I remember me thinking that it has to be 1300 words for EACH of the journal article because 1300 words for both journal article seems rather hard and unfair. Since we were suppose to review 2 journal article it was impossible for me to emerged it in 1300 using two journal articles. Well that was what I was thinking at that time. Since I even asked my friend and she confirmed to me with an unsure reply of 'I think its for each.' She didn't even tell me or warned me again when she found out its for both! FUCK MY LIFE!

As stated in the first image my original mark was 45/60 which would have gotten me a mark of 75% meaning I have gotten 11% of my gpa mark for this course! FML! If it wasn't for the word count I wouldn't have been deducted by 36 marks! Fucking hell! Why is fucking 2010 such a fucking shit year! Like seriously! The last thing I wanted to EVER happen to me was get my mark deducted because of some stupid word count university policy is so strict about! Word count was the last thing I wanted to deduct my marks off! That is why I was asking around what really was the word count! Obviously everyone around me decieved me. I would say that I am partly at fault since that I should have just asked my tutor instead of my fucking university friends!

Not only did that went down for me but my accounting mid-term exam I got a stinking 8/25! Which means I only needed a 4.5 mark to atleast get a fucking 50% (12.5/25)!

I was already upset with that accounting situation becuase I found that out before my psychology assignment. Instead of sulking and feeling depressed I knew that I have to contact the course convenor (who I am going to see at 5pm today) to discuss this matter. I am not very confident with accounting and I knew that from the beggining because I have no accounting experience during my highschool years. So all this time in this semester I knew accounting was my weekness for semester 1 2010.

  I was hoping my other three courses will be alright for me but fucking no it just has to get worst! My psychology! WHY! I fucking work harder on my psychology courses and this is what I fucking get!

Fuck I fucking hate life right now.

No matter how positive I think it just goes down for me.
I don't know what I am doing wrong lately why is all of this happening to me.
Sometimes I am thinking could it be that God is punishing me? But why? I try so hard to be the best person I can be. I try not to get God matter involve when it comes to this things. Because in reality I can only blame myself.
Right now I am worrying about whether I can pass this courses and pick myself up from where I left off. This deadly news seriously screwed with my head today. Now I can't even get the concentration to work on my psychology report. So fuck!