Friday, May 21, 2010

Insomnia

Have you ever had that one particular cold night, where the temperature could make you fall asleep like a baby, overworked and impatient to rest?

I have!

Last night was pretty much a good night for me to sleep, I love the temperature (cold) and I knew from my body observation that I was tired. However some strange reason I was lying on my bed for nearly 2 hours and I wasn't falling asleep. Even my baby dog who didn't want to sleep in my room fell asleep within 10minutes of whining (he wanted to sleep in my parents room).
Last night I started to wonder why is it I can't sleep, is it because someone put my picture under their pillow?
I know the whole 'putting picture under the pillow causes that person in the picture not to fall asleep that night' is lame. It is a very famous myth in our culture and everyone swears and beleive it. I know that I don't like the idea of beleiving in this myth or superstitions but I really felt like someone was sleeping with my picture because it was the first time I felt this wierd aura. I mean I was so overworked yesterday (emotionally and physically), I didn't run around my room (like I normally do) to listen to music and I just wanted to snuggle under my warm blankets. Last night as I try to sleep my lower body started to feel strange and it was just hot like as if it needed to get out of the blankets to feel the air and then when I take it out its freezing and as soon as I tuck myself under the blanket the same thing happens.  So last night was very odd.

Here I am on blogger complaining, why I only manage to get 2 hours sleep. I am actually very frustrated, I seriously can feel my battery being depleted at any moment now and my head is spinning around and I just want to throw up.
I know that that there is only one person who will sleep with my picture under their pillow - my significant other but I am positively accurate that he does not do those things! As a matter of fact he slept at his sister's place last night so there wasn't even any pictures of me with him, and he doesn't have a picture of me on his wallet or phone so problem solve NOT HIM! He's not that retarded. HAHA

So when I was on the bus on my way to uni at around 7.15am (8am class - psychology) I was really thinking what is the possibility of why I couldn't sleep last night.
Firstly I was:
  • Super tired from doing my assignment
  • I just finished reading my assignment and somehow felt 65% confident that it is ready to be submitted
  • I am emotionally, physically and mentally exhausted
  • I didn't eat anything that involves caffeine aside from the lollies but even then lollies don't have any affect of me
  • I didn't drink coffee that day
  • I went on mangafox to tire myself out (it had the opposite effect on me ofcourse)
  • I tried to close my eyes and make myself to sleep but my brain was working overtime
  • I started worrying things about how I want to get my hair digitally spiralled (perm) so that should tire me out
  • I was starting to have awake fantasies of meeting a genie and granting every wishes I desired without any consequences
  • Looking at the ceiling to bore myself out to sleep.
So from my list I did everything I could to fall asleep. I just didn't understand how I manage to sleep at around 3.45am (probably later than this time) and I started wanting to sleep at around 12am.
so nearly 2.5 hours I was getting myself to sleep.

So I would never say it again but I am definitely sure someone was sleeping with my picture under their pillow. This myth actually just hit me today. It did feel like that. I am in taken relationship status so I can't possibly think of anyone who would do it. All my past admirers are gone because my significant other scared them off or I have no other contact with them (I am a very loyal girlfriend).I am not boosting or anything, most of my admirers are guys I am not interested in or don't even care about. Some of them are losers so I really don't understand who does it. Could it be someone I don't know?
Now I am talking insane about thinking who could possibly do this kind of silly myth/action.

I will pretend that last night me trying to sleep and blaming it on a myth did NOT happen. I won't even mention it, if people ask me 'Why do you have such a deep eye bags?' I'll just respond in 'Are you sick you don't look too well.' That makes it even.

Fair and square.

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