HAIR TALK

I found the magazine that contained an article about how to use hair as signals to give a boy when you are interested and when you are not. This particular article made me laugh back in the day when I was young and innocent. Since back then I was single and probably was really immature when it came to love, since at that time I wasn't worrying about finding a boyfriend soon like everyone was. 

So I scanned these articles for your entertainment and mine :D

Not that I find these articles kinda unrealistically helpful but I also think that the model Bettina Carlos and Rambo Nunez kinda look like they were brothers-sister or blood related in a way.

But its not that bad, I guess this article is just clearly stating that having a good hair can increase the potential of attracting a cute guy when you go to a pub.

Humanly things I don't appreciate enough or understand at all.

Yesterday I started to wonder at many things, in fact unnecessary things.
I just realized since we are the son of Adam and Eve the first sinners in this world (my religion of course), there are many humanly things that evolve around me that I just don't understand.
So I would like to get this off my chest.

1. Being heavily in debt to someone - This thing really annoys me, I have this heavy burden that I am heavily in debt with my significant other. Me as a person, if I do anything nice for you I do not instantly expect that you will do something for me in return. As a religious person I always say that God will be happy with my work and that he will give me blessings, so no I don't expect good deeds from the person I helped. Meanwhile the other person doing something good for you is another story, my boyfriend assured me that mentally stable people here in the city expect something in return when they contributed their time on someone and that I should be always aware of that. 
2. Carrying others burden because they are blood related - The title alone makes me frustrated. My parents believed and understands that when their family friends or other people do something good for anyone of us in the family all the family have to take the responsibility of being in debt to that person/family. Even if you literally did not have anything to do with it you are still obliged to take a part because family share-share alike right? NOT! This I can't avoid but I just want to let people know that I absolutely HATE this feeling and yes hate is a strong word so there you go.
3. Telling the shocking truth to the stranger you don't even know or like - I have this mannerism that when I don't like you or don't care about you I just ignore you or nonetheless don't tell you what I think. If however I care about you then I would tell you the truth, take for example if I see a broccoli on your teeth I would whisper it to you or if you sing crap I would tell you to take lessons etc. BUT if you are a complete stranger to me I would NEVER open up to you just to tell you what you need to improve on or what I think of you. Even if I just want to punch you in that instant moment I would never show you that you affected me at all. If you catch me on my bad day (if you are a stranger to me) I will make you experience shock and aggression that you have never seen before because I am quite feisty. Since a stranger is nothing more than a stranger to me then I would not be considerate towards what that person is feeling on my worst day.
4. Why I can't adjust myself when people expect me to show feelings - Since I was a disturb child with no recollections of happy memories during my childhood years, I literally hate the fact that I have to show feelings of fear, regret, sadness and other emotions that can portray me as weakling. Yes I know that normal people with high emotional intelligence portray them as well but I just really don't want to show people (even the ones I care for) that I was affected by whatever they did. However I do like showing and expressing happiness, enjoying, ignorance, confuse and other positive emotions that I consider. Yes I do hide behind a mask but I believe everyone else does as well, some are just not as competent as others.
5. The one who listen to peoples problem - Seriously everyone who is close to me put all their problems to me. Worst my significant other do it to me the most. IF he is not liking the progress of the telephone conversation he criticize me and point out the obvious faults (that I already know of) in me. My parents have that tendency as well, especially mom. Mom does it during my critical time like e.g. When I am about to go to uni at 8am in the morning to take an exam, mom decides to talk to me about our financial situation and what we could possibly lose soon. I really believe that this is really unhealthy, since I have no one to confide in anymore and even if I did I never told anyone my problems because I just don't have the guts to in my head 'They don't need this crap because they have other crap to worry about.' However no one thinks like that when it comes to me and instead gives me more problems to think about.
   My boyfriend would tell me 'my older sister doesn't need this crap, she doesn't need to deal with my problems she has other important things that she needs to be worrying about.' Yet he doesn't think like that for me even if he knows my current family's financial situation. 
6. Why it sometimes feel like someone appear so great that you feel annoyed and jealous - What do I mean by these. Having Asian parents who are just absolutely naiive about everything, makes me really annoyed at the fact that when they are describing someone's daughter/son they make it appear like they are so great. Like take for example my mom's friends whose daughter is studying at a university in Melbourne. Our conversation went like this:
   
   Me: Mom where is her [Insert mom's friends name] eldest daughter. I have never seen her around lately. I thought she have two daughters.
   Mom: Well she is in Melbourne studying there, shes nearly finished and she's really doing well there now. Apparently when she was living at their house she wasn't doing so well but now she's away from home she is getting good marks and is currently doing master's degree with another extra studies on the side because she's aspiring to be an accountant. She must be really intelligent. Also she is really independent which is really good because she did everything by herself, like her moving to Melbourne and just living at her own, doing her own chores etc... She works part time there in Melbourne as well, and time to time she gives money to her parents. (The next thing I know was that I was hearing blah blah blah from my mom, who is talking someone else's daughter up).
   I think their home environment is not good because her second daughter [inserts mom's family friends second daughters name] doesn't study as well because she goes off to stratonere plaza and to ganoral city with friends after school finishes.
   Young sis: No she does study time to time mom, she might have just wanted a break after a long hard day
   Mom: No I don't think that is it. I think that she can't study well in her house because of their family arrangements and all that.
   Me: Okay mom it is the same with us how we can't study in this house. What university does her eldest go to?
   Mom: Somewhere in Melbourne and shes doing very good there the mom said ... [I cut her off]
   Me: Yeah mom I heard you, what university? That is like the most important thing.
   Dad: No its not! What difference does it make if you go to the best university but does not get good grades to someone who goes to a not so well university but get the best marks?
   Me: Uh dad I was just about to say that university is like the most important information, I didn't say that university names are the most important thing in here.
   Dad: But you see what I mean university names does not matter if you are not doing so well. What matters the most is that you are getting the highest possible marks no matter which university you do your studies at.
   Me: Okay dad. So mom what university does she goes to?
   Mom: I don't know but what does it matter she's doing really well. I am sure her parents are so proud of her.
   Me: -
   
   So in that conversation pretty much my dad who is so negativie and criticise everything I say probably main aim was for me to realise that I am not doing so well in university and that it doesnt matter if my XXX university is one of the top university in the world but what matter is that I get good marks. Another reason for him cutting me up like that was probably because I told my mom that her three daughters can't study well in this house.Well I am sorry to say this but because you produced me so getting the best mark out of all these geniuses in my university is impossible, also because I am so straightforward when I am pissed off so something what hurts you has to be said to sink in, so sorry to disappoint you.
   My mom's motive could be either two things the first one would be her not being aware about the fact that she seems like she is talking up her friends daughter. Second is could be that she is telling me that I pretty much sucks in my university studies and that I am so dependable on them.
   Afer that conversation I pretty much just wanted to tell her that I actually have been wanting to move out of the house as well. Since I honestly do beleive that I will be mentally sane this year if I live elsewhere. Since my mom is sometimes clueless about these things, so she didn't know that what she was doing was actually kinda hurting me in a sense. I mean its not really my fault how I can't move out of this house. Partially its my parents who does not even want me to move away also partly my fault for not saving/not having a job to afford living independently.
   Once I graduate and find a decent job, I promise to myself that I will save up and move out of the house. I will get my apartment somewhere close to the city (near XXX university as well if possible) so that I can take my sister away from that house time to time. I am not encouraging them to live with me but I am just helping them to stay sane by goin out of that house.
   
   As anyone can tell my house right now is not the best place to live and study at the same time.

As I said before I really don't understand why it is like this. Is it because people think that I have no problems in the world? Is this the consequences of looking unbreakable or problem-less?

I know that I always wear a mask where I pretend to be in a fine happy condition but inside I know I am going crazy, and lately I have been having more intense fairytale daydreams that I wish came true. So what do these daydreams signify, isn't obvious already that I just want to get away from this realistic bullcrap and go to my la la land. Seriously if I can go to another galaxy with no fuss or risk I would go there by myself and explore what the world is like out there. 

How to give a facelift!

I highly recommend everyone to attempt this once a month, its very soothing for the soul.

Although I haven't done it in a while, I always wanted someone to do it for me.

So since 'what comes around goes around' I have decided that I will give someone an instant facelift sounds good?

Yes I think so. 

#@#$%%^

First of all I just want to apologize to my hair for not taking care of it.
I get it rebonded and then curl it so many times with a shitty hair straightener.

Today I got it permed, not digital perm but permed the olden ways (the chemical type of perm). I was thinking that once I get out of the salon I would feel happy and satisfied...WRONG!
I was thinking of a bigger loose curls but instead I got a shitty small soft spiral curls that turned out retarded.

The only thing that my hairdresser got right was the fringe only the fringe I was happy about not too short not to blunt just right, on the side right length etc...
However she cut my hair ends. I should have listened to Xiaxue blog on not cutting hair ends when you are trying to grow your hair! I am such a stubborn strong head foolish woman!

Why did I make this regrettable behaviour? Well it is because of my impatience towards wanting and thinking that I will be getting a cheap digital perm. I thought that normal perm is aka digital perm since its new technology. I didn't realise that my hairdresser had a catch to it!
Digital perm is actually more expensive than normal perm. So I payed 85 dollars on a perm I didn't even want, not only did I damage my hair but I also caused a major illness on my wallet.
Seriously this obsessive impatience behaviour towards unnecessary appearance change has to stop!

I know that since 2010 started I have been feeling very low and doing a lot of disastrous spontaneous actions. The fact that my family is facing financial difficulties and my significant other requiring more unwanted and unnecessary affections I am literally going insane.

I will try take photo of what my hair looks like when it is wet and when it is dry when I get home tonight.
Seriously there is nothing to look forward to aside from feeling disappointed.

I know I feel annoyed and disappointed at myself.

Sorry for my natural curly hair for  rebonding you which happened 3 years ago and now giving you an unwanted perm.
Sorry for my wallet/bank account who just managed to save 85 dollars in 3 weeks allowance and was gone in an instant of 2 hours.

I feel utterly stupid.

Airplanes

So the new song Airplane by B.O.B featuring Hayley of Paramore is pretty awesome but lately I have been listening to it a tad much which put me to the point that I started getting sick of it.
I came across a picture today in Tumblr that was talking about this song. It just made me crack up laughing and I thought I just had to share it to everyone.

Insomnia

Have you ever had that one particular cold night, where the temperature could make you fall asleep like a baby, overworked and impatient to rest?

I have!

Last night was pretty much a good night for me to sleep, I love the temperature (cold) and I knew from my body observation that I was tired. However some strange reason I was lying on my bed for nearly 2 hours and I wasn't falling asleep. Even my baby dog who didn't want to sleep in my room fell asleep within 10minutes of whining (he wanted to sleep in my parents room).
Last night I started to wonder why is it I can't sleep, is it because someone put my picture under their pillow?
I know the whole 'putting picture under the pillow causes that person in the picture not to fall asleep that night' is lame. It is a very famous myth in our culture and everyone swears and beleive it. I know that I don't like the idea of beleiving in this myth or superstitions but I really felt like someone was sleeping with my picture because it was the first time I felt this wierd aura. I mean I was so overworked yesterday (emotionally and physically), I didn't run around my room (like I normally do) to listen to music and I just wanted to snuggle under my warm blankets. Last night as I try to sleep my lower body started to feel strange and it was just hot like as if it needed to get out of the blankets to feel the air and then when I take it out its freezing and as soon as I tuck myself under the blanket the same thing happens.  So last night was very odd.

Here I am on blogger complaining, why I only manage to get 2 hours sleep. I am actually very frustrated, I seriously can feel my battery being depleted at any moment now and my head is spinning around and I just want to throw up.
I know that that there is only one person who will sleep with my picture under their pillow - my significant other but I am positively accurate that he does not do those things! As a matter of fact he slept at his sister's place last night so there wasn't even any pictures of me with him, and he doesn't have a picture of me on his wallet or phone so problem solve NOT HIM! He's not that retarded. HAHA

So when I was on the bus on my way to uni at around 7.15am (8am class - psychology) I was really thinking what is the possibility of why I couldn't sleep last night.
Firstly I was:

• Super tired from doing my assignment
• I just finished reading my assignment and somehow felt 65% confident that it is ready to be submitted
• I am emotionally, physically and mentally exhausted
• I didn't eat anything that involves caffeine aside from the lollies but even then lollies don't have any affect of me
• I didn't drink coffee that day
• I went on mangafox to tire myself out (it had the opposite effect on me ofcourse)
• I tried to close my eyes and make myself to sleep but my brain was working overtime
• I started worrying things about how I want to get my hair digitally spiralled (perm) so that should tire me out
• I was starting to have awake fantasies of meeting a genie and granting every wishes I desired without any consequences
• Looking at the ceiling to bore myself out to sleep.

So from my list I did everything I could to fall asleep. I just didn't understand how I manage to sleep at around 3.45am (probably later than this time) and I started wanting to sleep at around 12am.
so nearly 2.5 hours I was getting myself to sleep.

So I would never say it again but I am definitely sure someone was sleeping with my picture under their pillow. This myth actually just hit me today. It did feel like that. I am in taken relationship status so I can't possibly think of anyone who would do it. All my past admirers are gone because my significant other scared them off or I have no other contact with them (I am a very loyal girlfriend).I am not boosting or anything, most of my admirers are guys I am not interested in or don't even care about. Some of them are losers so I really don't understand who does it. Could it be someone I don't know?
Now I am talking insane about thinking who could possibly do this kind of silly myth/action.

I will pretend that last night me trying to sleep and blaming it on a myth did NOT happen. I won't even mention it, if people ask me 'Why do you have such a deep eye bags?' I'll just respond in 'Are you sick you don't look too well.' That makes it even.

Fair and square.

Taiwanese Version of SKIP BEAT!

Press conference held on November 17 2008 declared that Jerry Yan and Ariel Lin will be potraying Kyouko and Ren in Skip Beat! Click Here  To view article.
Ok First of all NO EFFING WAY! The Taiwanese people are doing Skip Beat soap, same scenario like they did with Hana Yori Dango anime. I mean their version of Hana Yori Dango (known as Meteor Garden) was a success I actually loved it and am embarrass to admit it. However Meteor Rain was an epic fail. They should have stick to Meteor Garden. Nonetheless the ending in Meteor Garden was crap because she just ended up saying 'I like you' instead of 'I am falling for you'.

Ariel Lin as Kyoko Mogami

Jerry Yan as Tsuruga Ren


There is no way this guy can do a very good interpretation of Ren character! I don't imagine it to be and plus Jerry Yan doesn't even look that tall!
Skip Beat will be harder to do! because Jerry Yan does not have that aura to create Tsuruga Ren!
Jerry Yan is somewhat really vain looking and feminine like no offence all Jerry Yan fans. I just can't see Jerry potraying this character as well as anyone. I think they should find another one. The first person that came across my head that appearance wise suitable for Tsuruga Ren is Dennis Oh (yes he is Korean but he is half American) and Tsuruga Ren is supposed to be half isn't he because he came from Overseas when he was young.

My Cast for Skip Beat would be: (I'll do Korean because I really honestly beleive only Dennis Oh is fitted to be Ren, appearance wise is what I am basing my judgement in).

Dennis Oh as Tsuruga Ren

Han Chae Young as Kyouko Mogami 

I don't really think any girl can act as Kyouko Mogami as well because she seems to be a very wierd species and she's really interesting in that sense. So Yeah I like her but I can't find the right girl for her because she is supposedly to appear ordinary looking without make up on but appear really beautiful when make up is on. So the above actress is who I remember as very pretty but I can't imagine her not be pretty even without make up on. So there you go. Actress seems really soft spoken but I can't see a loud spoken characteristic in this actress so thats a bummer.

Boys Talk

Every week at least I see a very attractive males but somehow when I get a hold of being able to see everything (e.g. clothing, bag, hairstyle, skin etc.) I am instantly turned off. Why is this the case?

Firstly in guys I HATE skinny jeans. The guys in my generation LOVES wearing skinny jeans. I never understood why I thought they would hate it because it would have been really tight. My perceptions of guys who wear skinny jeans is that their balls are tiny as an ant or they are giving themselves punishment because they feel ashamed of themselves. So if you are really cute but I see you wear skinny jeans BAM! You don't interest me anymore.

Shoulder bags, it is not like I don't like it but for me wearing a shoulder bag makes you appear less masculine. I much prefer seeing guys walking around university or anywhere carrying a backpack on their back. When I see Asian boys wear shoulder bag with girlfriends I keep thinking those two must get along so well because they are so similar because they are both feminine. I mean androgyny is good but there are just certain things that you need to appear masculine about like for example your appearance. People these days judge people basing their appearance. So if you are a guy you have to toughen up your look.

Cardigans, once again I don't like seeing guys wearing tight things even if you have nice abs or whatever I just don't want to see guys wearing cardigans. My perceptions of cardigans was originally for girls but if guys starts wearing it I instantly assume that the guy is still hiding in his closet.

Piercings, maybe an earring on your left is sort of nice, it sort of gives a bad boy look. However choose the right earing! Do not choose hoop earring! Gosh I remember the time when my significant other wore a gold tiny hooped earring I nearly drowned myself. So I asked him that when he comes to see me take the earing of because I don't like it and my parents aren't impress either. A single diamond stud is decent. I prefer guys wearing a diamond stud shaped as a square, I think it gives a very strong bad boy look. Piercings on other body parts I don't mind looking at but I don't want my man to have more than one. Just one piercing in the left ear is good. Moreover don't go hardcore with the piercings like getting your tongue pierced, eyebrow pierce etc.

Dyed hair, hmmm This is hard. Since I prefer a dark haired guys I don't know really what to say Take for example an Asian guy who dyed his hair light brown, even if you are cute but because you dyed it lighter your appearance probably didn't strike me as much. Personally if you have black or dark brown hair stick to it. I think girls like seeing dark mysterious bad boy effect than seeing a preppy blonde high school jock. I mean in high school it wasn't so bad but in this generation I prefer the dark colour hair look. Even for Caucasians I always check out the guy with a dark hair not necessarily the blonde haired friend. Even though for me as a girl I prefer girls having lighter colour, because I think it suits us and adds a little spice in our appearance.

Which look do you prefer ?



T-shirts I like seeing guys in normal T-shirt. Shirts that are neon colour with neon design does not make me look twice. However if you are wearing a descent shirt, then I actually acknowledge your presence, even if I am just staring at you. So keep it simple. I like guys who appear simple and casual because it makes me realize that this guy is not a women who cares so much about their appearance. Keep it simple even a simple designed shirt with a funny comment is alright. Just not too many colours.

Shoes, not so fussy about it. It is rare that I would look down to look at your toes because I hate toes in general. I think they are disgusting and plain ugly. If there is one thing in my body that I can chop off it would be my toes because I think they are ugly. So yes shoes don't bother me unless I am wearing it because I like wearing nice shoes. There is a saying that nice and good shoes takes you to places you have never been in before. Although I get impressed when I see a guy wearing a white Lacoste rubber shoes because I know its expensive and not many people either can pull it off or afford it.

Makeup - eyeliner, lipgloss and founation HELL NO FOR GUYS! Just admit the fact that you are gay if you bother wear an eyeliner for no valid reason. Plus if you admit that you are gay you will instantly gain me as a friend because I love making friends with gay people because they are like the coolest and fun people to hang around with. They are like girls but with so much fun 'go get' attitude. So there no need to hide sexuality, don't even say to me 'I am only wearing for this seasons fashion' because that is a stupid reason. Plus I guarantee you that you will attract many females (who will only see you as a friend)!

Lastly Jewelry, as usual keep it simple: one stud earring, watch, necklace, bracelet (maybe) and  ring (so-so). are the only ones I approved in a guy. I don't want the guy to be wearing jewelry to show off that he has some money. I am not fuzzy about whether I prefer guys wearing silver or gold but to me gold is a stronger effect. Normally golds value is much more than silver so I always think that gold is superior but other than that I really don't care. Me and my significant other prefer gold because we are both olive skinned people so normally gold looks better on us.

 Androgyny-a blend in feminine and masculine role attributes

Up in the night sky

Have you ever wondered whether when you live this world your when your body dies but your soul is reborn in someone else's body who is located in another galaxy?

I know that in my religion, which is Catholic, if I die and I have been very good in my past then I am bound to either not suffer death as some evil people would. My soul wouldn't linger in a painful way. Or if a lot of people pray for you then your soul is most likely not going to suffer and go straight to heaven.

But since when I look up in the night sky and see so many stars and supposedly those stars are actually another galaxy from far far away, it makes me so very curious and impatient to see what in those other galaxy have I not experienced. I just want to see all of it! Instead of wishing to travel the world and go from country to country I want to travel around space and go from galaxy to galaxy. Even if it is very dangerous and the risk of death is much higher than risk of death travelling in a plane. I know it is such a wishful thinking, wishing to travel another galaxy. I am sure some other things from that other galaxy knows about this planet Earth already. Somehow it is just hidden very well either the government or some secret base CIA agency. I just want to know everything that makes this world so beautiful. I want to go to a different galaxy and compare how different our galaxy from theirs and what makes us different from them.

I know this post is very random, but last night as I look up in the night sky it left a faint scar because I was always hoping for wonderful adventure in my life. When I mean adventure I mean things such as me saving the world or using a time machine or me suddenly realizing that  I am in the position of sailor moon to save our world's future etc. Like transformers. I know that I will never have that romantic love story because first of all I am in a relationship and I don't really ask for too many things except my partner being more romantic about things and surprising me like the guys in those romantic movies. That is pretty much it.

Yes very random. What do you think? Doesn't it make you curious?

FML!

What a fucking shit day I had today.

As soon as I finished my psychology lab today I went on my blackboard to check the mark I got for my first assignment. so as soon as I logged on I clicked on the view turnitin link and found this page. [Click image to see larger size]

Seriously I just have to say FUCK ME! What the fuck! How could I be such a fucking idiot for exceeding the word count by 76%. This is like the first time it ever happened to me! I know that before handing this assignment I was checking the criteria sheet and making sure that I have cover everything.

So I went to check the marking criteria [see below]

 

So now I understood why I exceeded the word count limit. Everyone who I asked about how much the assignment word limit decieved me! Like literally! It might have been unconsciously done but I don't give a fuck! I lost 15% of my mark to pass this course! I even asked my friend who does this subject and she smsed be that 'I think its for each'. That is why I originally thought ok I have 2000 words to write this.

I remember me thinking that it has to be 1300 words for EACH of the journal article because 1300 words for both journal article seems rather hard and unfair. Since we were suppose to review 2 journal article it was impossible for me to emerged it in 1300 using two journal articles. Well that was what I was thinking at that time. Since I even asked my friend and she confirmed to me with an unsure reply of 'I think its for each.' She didn't even tell me or warned me again when she found out its for both! FUCK MY LIFE!

As stated in the first image my original mark was 45/60 which would have gotten me a mark of 75% meaning I have gotten 11% of my gpa mark for this course! FML! If it wasn't for the word count I wouldn't have been deducted by 36 marks! Fucking hell! Why is fucking 2010 such a fucking shit year! Like seriously! The last thing I wanted to EVER happen to me was get my mark deducted because of some stupid word count university policy is so strict about! Word count was the last thing I wanted to deduct my marks off! That is why I was asking around what really was the word count! Obviously everyone around me decieved me. I would say that I am partly at fault since that I should have just asked my tutor instead of my fucking university friends!

Not only did that went down for me but my accounting mid-term exam I got a stinking 8/25! Which means I only needed a 4.5 mark to atleast get a fucking 50% (12.5/25)!

I was already upset with that accounting situation becuase I found that out before my psychology assignment. Instead of sulking and feeling depressed I knew that I have to contact the course convenor (who I am going to see at 5pm today) to discuss this matter. I am not very confident with accounting and I knew that from the beggining because I have no accounting experience during my highschool years. So all this time in this semester I knew accounting was my weekness for semester 1 2010.

  I was hoping my other three courses will be alright for me but fucking no it just has to get worst! My psychology! WHY! I fucking work harder on my psychology courses and this is what I fucking get!

Fuck I fucking hate life right now.

No matter how positive I think it just goes down for me.
I don't know what I am doing wrong lately why is all of this happening to me.
Sometimes I am thinking could it be that God is punishing me? But why? I try so hard to be the best person I can be. I try not to get God matter involve when it comes to this things. Because in reality I can only blame myself.
Right now I am worrying about whether I can pass this courses and pick myself up from where I left off. This deadly news seriously screwed with my head today. Now I can't even get the concentration to work on my psychology report. So fuck!

Manga/Anime fan as well, still a 5-year old in my heart.

When I was young I was addicted to these things. I think everyone should have a point in their life where they were so obsess with cartoons. I love cartoons and I still do.
Like for example 'Tom and Jerry', 'The Simpsons', 'Mickey Mouse', 'Warner Brothers Cartoon episodes' etc..
The point is kids should be exposed to these innocent and fun cartoons that doesn't poison their minds by encouraging them to grow up quickly.They shouldn't be obsess with shows like 'Laguna Beach', 'Gossip Girl' and other mature drama. Even though now it is unavoidable. I know a young girl who is obsess with Gossip girl and when I say obsess I mean OBSESS. I don't watch Gossip Girls or any that are like that show so I don't really know the craze but these young girl who is age 8 loves it, know too much of it and supposedly have a crush on the famous Chace Crawford. It is natural to have a crush on a good looking boy but to have a knowledge on why she likes Chace Crawford and why he is appealing to girls is just plain horrible for a 8 year old to know!  I seriously would expose my kids to Anime than TV drama! 
Manga/Anime I thought that they were not really a good type of cartoon to be shown to kids but it still takes young kids to be in their own little fantasy because not all of these cartoons made in Japan are always about love, some of them are about adventure and having fun.  Like for example Astroboy or Dragon Ball or Yugi Oh etc...Then again movies in theatres that kids like always involve romance for e.g. the new movie 'How to train your dragon', 'Disney Movies' and even 'Monster Inc.' has a little bit of romance sort of thing. I mean it is not the intense type but I guess by saying these movies are ok then I pretty much said that all Animes are descent to be shown to kids.

Moreover what can I say aside from being overtly influenced by my younger sister, which was recently into reading manga scans online from Mangafox. I did missed my young days when I was crazy about these
Animes/ mangas and how I was so innocent. I thought the world was such a happy place in the end even if there are tough times. How these fantasy world encourage me to dream bigger and have unrealistic expectations when it comes to love. That is probably why I expect too much from my significant other.

Anyway read below.


When I was young these were the animes/manga that I watched:

1. Yu Yu Hakusho
2. Sailor Moon (all series)
3. Fushigi Yuugi
4. Vision of Escaflowne
5. Akazukin Chacha
6. Gatekeepers
7. Flame of Recca

Now that I am older, these are manga/anime's that I still appreciate and watch because I have them at home

1. Sailor Moon
2. Yu Yu Hakusho
3. Akazukin Cha cha 
4. Vision of Escaflowne

Recently my addiction OR 'my favourite reads in manga fox' are:

1. Skip Beat!
2. Gakuen Alice
3. Forbidden Kiss

Seriously I am scared to start reading another manga in manga fox because I got addicted to Gakeun Alice and Skip Beat the most!
I even skipped a day off from studying just to finish the whole entire uploads in manga fox.
What frustrates me is that all of these recent manga stories addiction are still ongoing process therefore the story is NOT finished. Which is a good thing but bad.
The GOOD thing is that it means - I am not going to feel empty and bored yet because these manga/anime are not over.
The BAD thing is that I am impatient when I am reading a story therefore I just want to know what happens next.
When it comes to reading a stories,  I just want to have the entire story as soon as I can. It will frustrate me if I can't read it thoroughly. That is probably why I don't like watching TV drama until they are out on DVDs Because of not being patient and getting too excited. This type of attitude of wanting to read it thoroughly, does suddenly makes me upset when I know that the story is over and that there are no more sequels to it.
I think one of the reason why sailor moon story didn't upset me after seeing everything was because there was so many series and generally ended happily ever after.
Meanwhile Vision of Escaflowne (VOE) was a MAJOR disappointment with me not just because of its crappy realistic-fantasy story ending but because there is no sequel after it.
I seriously just want to go to Japan and pay Japanese people to add another sequel (my version of course) just to satisfy all Vision of Escaflowne fans. It was so annoying how they went seperate ways but yet they lack romantic moments, they didn't even hold hands or kiss! Even Fushigi Yuugi's  Miaka and Tamahome  had a happy ending with a following sequel.
I know the author's comment on why VOE ended that way was that because it was suppose to be a mature way of handling that type of scenario. Plus the main character Van and Hitomi was suppose to love each other maturely not in a lust sort type of way so kissing and holding hands was not appropriate for it. BUT still! It still didn't satisfy me! I mean I reckon if they had another sequel where it is not all mature fans will be so happy even if first is kinda annoying ending.

Let me state who are the couples I want in my recent addiction

1. Skip Beat
   The couple has to be Tsugara Ren and Mogami Kyoko!
   Fuuwa Sho can rot in hell :)
   I love the fact that Ren is a dark head and mysterious! He has a real genuine smile and a 'fake it and hide it' smile, I think it is love! I also love the fact that Kyoko fought back when Sho humiliated her by using her as his maid, not like some other girls that will try to get famous so that they will win their first love.
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
2. Gakuen Alice

• Natsume Hyuuga and Mikan 
• Narumi and Yuka Azumi (Mikan's Mom; even though I prefer Mikan's biological father more, but he is dead so she needs to move on)
• Misaki and Hotaru (Yes I know he is a teacher and there is a huge age gap but I just think they look cute, plus mikan's biological parents have a huge age gap so might as well do another one)
• Ruka Pyon - waiting for Mikan until Natsume is dead (Yes I know very cruel but because Natsume's alice will decrease Natsume's life span when it is always put to use so there you go.)
• Sumire 'Perm' and mind reading boy (I will not like Ruka and Sumire pairing, I think it does not match at all, since Perm is such an obsessive freak.
  
3. Forbidden Kiss
   
   
   
   
   
   • Haeun and her step brother Shin
     -->Even though I want Haeun and her Oppa because seriously I think he's sweet and mature but Shin is a thick wall. Then Haeun can be annoying and use her Oppa as an obstacle for Shin becoming jealous and aggressive.
     The master is kinda annoying and I HATE the fact that he slapped Haeun on their first meeting. I mean seriously do Korean guys hit dumb and clueless girls? I mean yes they deserved to be slapped by why do it literally? I think it is degrading, instantly guys who hit girls are a big turn off for me!
     Anyway I read the spoilers and from the sound of this manga sounds like the korean tv novel called Endless Love, so my craziness for this manga might die out eventually because that Endless love kinda story sort of killed me inside. 
   
   
   
   Oh God these lovey dovey couple are back from my side,  I am not jealous or anything but you guys just show too much display of affection !
   

Texting

Just then I had another great idea of what entry to talk about for my blogger.
Since I treat my blogger like my ultimate diary, I wanted to talk my thoughts out loud.

I was just texting my friend (who is in both of my psychology classes) about one particulary question in our second quiz. I was becoming frustrated to why I can't seem to find the right answer, and since I didn't get the textbook and library not having enough copies (even though my university campus have 8 different libraries), I was getting even more annoyed at the task and leading me to lose focus.

So I texted my friend and here how it is shown on my BB.Blue one is my friend and red one is me.

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May 11, 2010  5:30:04PM   

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Hey TQW (That is her initials)

How are you? How's the assessment going? :S

can't wait for mine to be over. 

I just want to ask you a question in our quiz 2. Do you know what are the three steps development of androgyny? There is one in the lecture slides that talks about it but I am confuse which one is the right answer. Should I be talking about when androgyny increases during a persons life? It is not really clear here in the lectures slides so I'm confuse :S Gaaah so sorry to bother you though :(

TQT (Mobile)                                                                        ________________________________

May 11,2010 5:31:09 PM

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Ah sorry but I havent done it yet!!! Tell you when i do?

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May 11, 2010  5:31:38 PM

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Ok thanks so much so sorry to bother you ^^;

TQT (Mobile)                                                                                                                                        

May 11, 2010 5:32:14 PM

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Nah it's all right!

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May 11, 2010 5:32:14 PM

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hehehe thank you! :D

I was actually thinking just not to reply anymore after she said 'Nah it's all right!' I sorted wanted to save credit. Then I thought again.
I pay $88 on my phone bill and I don't even use it that much. The only reason why I am on $88 cap (phone deals) is because I really wanted a Blackberry and they didn't (at that time) have BB in a cheaper cap. Anyway before I get side tracked, I wanted to show my gratitude to my friend so I made sure that I was the last one who replied back between us. I particularly wanted to send her a happy smile because she's an awesome university friend.

Then after that, I started thinking whether you can analyse your SMS-ing (texting) style OR Personality based on how instantly and willingly you respond on a text from a person. I know that some people are excited when they recieved an SMS from a friend on a long boring day. But instantly I wanted to know how much people are willing to be the last one who sms-ing (even if they know that that text will not be replied to after) and how much people are willing to be the person who received the last text (the person who doesn't bother texting because she or he thinks the reply is not worth when it is just few words like thank you, good night, see you tomorrow etc...)
I certainly know (from experience) guys don't like long  sms, but girls can talk a whole essay in sms.
Isn't it intriguing how people sms style is totally different from others?
I would rather be the last one who texted even if the person just replied with an 'ok.' I would instantly send a ':)' to them. Yeah I know not worth it, even though an 'ok' reply after sending a long text kinda upsets me but I still want to be the last person who sent the last text.
I don't know why though.

What do you think? 

MOTHERS DAY!

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL!!!

Things I did for mothers day and grandma! (with my dad and sisters of course!)

1. Breakfast in Bed

Woke up at around 5 am, trying to be as quiet as possible not to wake the beautiful ladies.
Dad had to go out to buy bread to finish his egg benedict breakfast for grandma and mom!

Cards and presents for them was presented together with the tray of breakfast! Only in this picture it was too heavy for the carrier if the presents were togther on the picture.

I gave my mom a nice pink pen with a butterfly on the side. I didn't manage to take a photo but it was really nice and she seemed to like it.

2. Prepared a hot, steam and relaxing bath for the girls

This bath had music (Yiruma piano songs), scented sticks, flower petals and bath salts/radox.

Dad brought my younger sister with him just so he can make her pick flower petals on someone else's lawn (NAUGHTY!)

3.Made sure that we were beside them most of the time.

We made sure that me, my sister and dad did not leave this ladies by themselves. We were there beside them talking and making them laugh at the same time.

Since we were facing some financial difficulties and we knew that we couldn't give them a good present we decided that dedicating them all our time for just one day was good enough to make them feel that they are appreciated and loved on their special day.

So what did you guys do for your mother?

Forced to

You know it really sucks when your parents still force you to go to places especially, when you are 19 turning 20. Like seriously my parents has this image that they want to show to people where we are always together and have a happy life. How fake! Yes it is! I mean I am not saying my life sucks but my parents just fake external appearance. They always have to make sure that people will see how happy their family is. They just want to show off all the time. They NEVER wanted to admit it when I questioned them and their comeback to me is always 'you will understand when you have kids.'
Well first of all if I had kids, I would make sure to give them the liberty of doing what they want, I don't have to force my kids! If they want to come along they would if they don't leave them be. Plus I wouldn't always make a habit of having family time every single day/holiday/week. Family time would be more special if it was hanging out with everyone in a way that wasn't forcing your kids to do something and suffocate them as you go along. Yes doesn't make sense for some people but my parents think that family time is not enough because my mom is an paranoid anxious ambivalent sort of parent and my dad is pretty much the same but not as spastic as my mom.
Second I don't need my husband(future term speaking) to go back me up all the time. if I want my kids to feel guilty or get my message across I would handle it in a way that will show that I can stand on my ground. Like seriously my parents are just obvious, once my mom gets pissed off after having a slash at me my dad comes in and continue the work for my mom. I don't know if dad doesn't notice but mom doesn't do the same thing for you dad. Must suck for you dad.
Last don't fucking give me the 'oh if you don't want to, you don't have to but we are just saying that when you are spending time with your boyfriend it doesn't matter even if you hanged out till midnight.' Don't fucking use my boyfriend guilt trip all the time because it is getting fucking old and one more time seriously I have had it! I just want to move out of this fucking house! Like I love my family but your old ways are just demoralizing. Like you think you have some fucking values but the way you handle things are like not the most effective way to deal with things. Probably the fact that you guys are a big show off doesn't help you in your parenting ways but the fact that you keep getting worst and always have to put it on me fucking sucks.

It hasn't been half a day yet and already I don't want to be around them. It is not like all the time I hang out with my boyfriend. I actually go to university so fuck you dad for using the term the 'whole day with boyfriend' because my significant other actually finished work at around 6.30-7pm on Fridays and that is when we do our date night. Half of the time we are actually studying in university not spending time with each other. Probably my parent has this image in their head that I don't fucking study in university because I have a fucking boyfriend and stay in uni as late as I can.
I stay in uni as late as I can because no one can study in this house. I think if I stayed in this house to study (in 2010, where things are crazy at home) I would have failed all my exams, like my mom failing her CIA exam which was yesterday.
I felt sorry for you last night mom but I would say serve you right for making such a big fuss how you couldn't study at home properly. Now you understand why I don't study here. Plus there has been so many opportunities for you to study but when we remind you, you always whined on 'I don't get to rest!' 'I have been doing the house cleaning, cooking, etc...'  or the famous one 'Don't give me this stress  now I have been so tired, don't you want me to rest?!'
Thats my mom with her dramatic attitude, to her she thinks she is having a nervous breakdown because of the financial situation, my dad being annoying (he talks non stop), my sisters problems, her mother problem, me and her sister (which is getting kinda old).  I seriously think that she does it to herself. I think if she is not so much of a show off and having to go to all these events, performances, occasion and functions she wouldn't be in the state she is in now.
As for my dad, he is just this person who talks non stop when trying to get his message across. Basically his message only has a sentence but because it is him talking he will take the long way of explaining things and will repeat it till you just want to knock him out so he shuts up. Like I don't think dad's way of telling us things is not registering in my head. It is more of 'I don't want to hear your crap because I have heard it before' sort of thing. So there you go I don't think that was effective. When he talks in my head I am already thinking 'yup I have most likely hear and had the same conversation with him, best not to say anything so it will be shorter than last time.' See how bad his style is? Before he even tell us his message we are already shutting down our system so it just doesn't register anymore. He just over do it you know? Most likely we have heard it but if there is a new matter most likely in our head we are thinking 'we have heard this already! Shut down now!'

Don't you just wish parents takes problem solving a little more reasonable and flexible? Like the parents in this Japanese toilet training advertisement. I mean that is an effective and efficient way of making your kids learn. They show it in a fun way, where kids don't have to worry so much.

A penny for your thoughts.

Today I had a blogger block, like literally! I seriously didn't know what to say.
So I will start this entry in relation of what happened yesterday.

Yesterday was really good, well most parts of it anyway.
12pm - I was doing some experimental study with my group members for psychology, so for two hours I was approaching strangers about having to dedicate their time to participate in our study. Our study (well this is how we introduced it to participants) wants to see how many words males and females can write that starts with letter A within 2 minutes. The average is around 13 words. Anyway to cut the story short our main purpose was to check whether participants perform better when they are collective or coactive.
Thank goodness I ran into 2 male guys that I use to know one from highschool (one of the tanned twin) and one is my old OB group member who I talk to several times on msn. Their participation was actually needed a lot we were worried that we will not get enough male participants but we guessed wrong. We found more male participants than females.
Well that is the first thing that happened yesterday.

Then I met up with my korean friend at around 4pm, I thought it was going to be awkward but it wasn't as bad as I was suspecting it to be. I realised that when I was their I over analyzed again. I actually had fun catching up with her. Even though we had a falling out last year after that particular nightclubbing event where she ran off with some douche with a nice car (thats what people say to me). Overall I had fun, I tried to act like as if I don't care and to be honest I actually don't care because when I was hanging out with her I actually forgot that bit and continued having a descent conversation until she mentioned it but I pretended that it didn't affect me one bit. Plus that has been since last year so I will leave it at that.

Then straight after that I met up with my significant other in  Chamberllooinuise building. When I arrived to where my significant other was staying to study he was ridiculously smiling at me, I was beginning to worry then I realized he got his braces off which was awesome feeling for him. He was flashing everyone a big simle so that they will either notice and compliment him. That little bugger is so cute when he tries to get attention. We worked on our stuff for quite a then we decided to leave uni at around maybe 8.30-9.20pm to eat dinner.

On our way to the city I received a text friend from Friend 2 ([click here] to understand who she/he in my life) just pretty much asking me how I was. I was trying my best to convince myself that her intentions were good but somehow to me it was not good enough, therefore I decided not to reply back and just let it be. I tried to ignore that incident because I know that my significant other hate talking about people that came from that crowd.
Moreover we had a fantastic dinner in pancake manor at the city and I had that macadamia madness pancake while my significant other had steak burger that came with chips.

Then I know that everything was going smoothly but somehow on our way home my significant other managed to say one little silly thing that ticked me off right there.
I mean I didn't do a commotion on the spot but I was internally hurt, I don't want to say what it is even though I mentioned it, I just wanted to get it off my chest.
So today I didn't go to uni because I know that if I went to uni I would be somehow forced to hang out with him (my will power is not as strong as it used to be). I just wanted to be away from him for just a day and gather all my senses. I needed a break that will make me feel sane and humane.

Today I absolutely did nothing but read love stories such as 'Forbidden Kiss' and 'Marmalade Boy' in manga fox. I wished they would upload all forbidden kiss in English already. Han have all the manga scans but they are all in Korean so even if I download them (which I did) I would not understand a single thing. 
Due to my curiosity giving me some sort of itch of wanting to know what happened after chapter 8, (When the protagonist got kidnapped part) I researched comments on the mangafox site and some of the comments gave some spoilers to the ending of the story. I must say I am beginning to  have second thoughts about trying to finish forbidden kiss story. It seems like the story sounds like 'endless love' a korean television series (of course I watched it with English subtitles). My grandma love this endless love story so she forced me to watch it with her that is why I know of it. I didn't really enjoy 'endless love' I thought it was too dramatic for my liking. I needed something a bit lighter, immature and funnier shows such as 'Friends', 'Scrubs' or lets get closer to the genre 'Boys Over Flowers'. Anyway enough of those things I wasted my whole day in.
As of now I am ignoring significant other's phone call and I am asking my why.
Probably I just needed to cool off.

P.S. - I will upload photos of food from pancake manor.

100 Most Beautiful Words in English

100 Most Beautiful Words in English

1. Ailurophile A cat-lover.
2. Assemblage A gathering.
3. Becoming Attractive.
4. Beleaguer To exhaust with attacks.
5. Brood To think alone.
6. Bucolic In a lovely rural setting.
7. Bungalow A small, cozy cottage.
8. Chatoyant Like a cat’s eye.
9. Comely Attractive.
10. Conflate To blend together.
11. Cynosure A focal point of admiration.
12. Dalliance A brief love affair.
13. Demesne Dominion, territory.
14. Demure Shy and reserved.
15. Denouement The resolution of a mystery.
16. Desuetude Disuse.
17. Desultory Slow, sluggish.
18. Diaphanous Filmy.
19. Dissemble Deceive.
20. Dulcet Sweet, sugary.
21. Ebullience Bubbling enthusiasm.
22. Effervescent Bubbly.
23. Efflorescence Flowering, blooming.
24. Elision Dropping a sound or syllable in a word.
25. Elixir A good potion.
26. Eloquence Beauty and persuasion in speech.
27. Embrocation Rubbing on a lotion.
28. Emollient A softener.
29. Ephemeral Short-lived.
30. Epiphany A sudden revelation.
31. Erstwhile At one time, for a time.
32. Ethereal Gaseous, invisible but detectable.
33. Evanescent Vanishing quickly, lasting a very short time.
34. Evocative Suggestive.
35. Fetching Pretty.
36. Felicity Pleasantness.
37. Forbearance Withholding response to provocation.
38. Fugacious Fleeting.
39. Furtive Shifty, sneaky.
40. Gambol To skip or leap about joyfully.
41. Glamour Beauty.
42. Gossamer The finest piece of thread, a spider’s silk
43. Halcyon Happy, sunny, care-free.
44. Harbinger Messenger with news of the future.
45. Imbrication Overlapping and forming a regular pattern.
46. Imbroglio An altercation or complicated situation.
47. Imbue To infuse, instill.
48. Incipient Beginning, in an early stage.
49. Ineffable Unutterable, inexpressible.
50. Ingénue A naïve young woman.
51. Inglenook A cozy nook by the hearth.
52. Insouciance Blithe nonchalance.
53. Inure To become jaded.
54. Labyrinthine Twisting and turning.
55. Lagniappe A special kind of gift.
56. Lagoon A small gulf or inlet.
57. Languor Listlessness, inactivity.
58. Lassitude Weariness, listlessness.
59. Leisure Free time.
60. Lilt To move musically or lively.
61. Lissome Slender and graceful.
62. Lithe Slender and flexible.
63. Love Deep affection.
64. Mellifluous Sweet sounding.
65. Moiety One of two equal parts.
66. Mondegreen A slip of the ear.
67. Murmurous Murmuring.
68. Nemesis An unconquerable archenemy.
69. Offing The sea between the horizon and the offshore.
70. Onomatopoeia A word that sounds like its meaning.
71. Opulent Lush, luxuriant.
72. Palimpsest A manuscript written over earlier ones.
73. Panacea A solution for all problems
74. Panoply A complete set.
75. Pastiche An art work combining materials from various sources.
76. Penumbra A half-shadow.
77. Petrichor The smell of earth after rain.
78. Plethora A large quantity.
79. Propinquity An inclination.
80. Pyrrhic Successful with heavy losses.
81. Quintessential Mose essential.
82. Ratatouille A spicy French stew.
83. Ravel To knit or unknit.
84. Redolent Fragrant.
85. Riparian By the bank of a stream.
86. Ripple A very small wave.
87. Scintilla A spark or very small thing.
88. Sempiternal Eternal.
89. Seraglio Rich, luxurious oriental palace or harem.
90. Serendipity Finding something nice while looking for something else.
91. Summery Light, delicate or warm and sunny.
92. Sumptuous Lush, luxurious.
93. Surreptitious Secretive, sneaky.
94. Susquehanna A river in Pennsylvania.
95. Sussurous Whispering, hissing.
96. Talisman A good luck charm.
97. Tintinnabulation Tinkling.
98. Umbrella Protection from sun or rain.
99. Untoward Unseemly, inappropriate.
100. Vestigial In trace amounts.
101. Wafture Waving.
102. Wherewithal The means.
103. Woebegone Sorrowful, downcast.

This text was from a chain mail I got from my mom.
My mom LOVES sending chain mails to people that she thinks are true facts or involving a consequence if she doesn't send the post to people. Overall she is just really superstitious.
Anyway I have been trying to keep my blog as positive as I can. I think several people think I am so aggressive so hopefully this week I will last and I will just post light texts.

I think this words (above) are so beautiful even if I don't know how I will pronounce half of them.
Therefore I decided to post them here on blogger because I want to share it with everyone.

Meanwhile these are my followers for May 4 2010 on Tumblr.

I am actually really happy with these results!

Thanks guys! Much appreciated!

Horoscopes for 2010 - Supposedly accurate

VIRGO - The One that Waits

Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word.. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything.. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 

ARIES - The Aggressive
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny.. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be ‘Right’. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world..

TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality.
Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! .

GEMINI - The Twin
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good at confusing people… Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Geminis will not take any crap from anyone. Geminis like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Geminis can be very sarcastic and childish at times and are very nosey. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 

CANCER - The Beauty
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer’s Love is one of a kind.. Very romantic.. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!

LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo’s problem becomes everyone’s problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun.. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funny and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with…you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. Faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative. A hopeless romantic.

SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want.. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found.. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini’s in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they’re not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter but will Knock your lights out.

PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes gets the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be. 

Compliments to karincoma of Deviantart for the wonderful drawing. 

http://karincoma.deviantart.com/art/zodiac-sign-calendar-2008-43588702