Out of all the people

Enough said.
You hurt me today. Now I wonder and over thinking.

Okay fine today, I wasn't wearing my hair down and no make-up.
Probably not as good looking as you find me when you first met me because right now I just couldn't be bothered to dress up. All this time I thought that you wanted me to be comfortable with myself around you.
So I though me not making an effort will be ok.

Ever since I was with you, I became self aware of my arms because you commented on them.
I became aware of my nose and skin because you commented on them once.
Now you slaughtered my self confidenced by the remark 'when he looked at you he probably thoughts eww thats his girlfriend.' straight after you said hello to your daniel gay friend that works in YD.

Okay you got a FUCKING great job for your age. Sure you have been dressing up in business suits lately but you are becoming a FUCKING ASS!
Seriously when its my turn I will fucking annoy the shit out of you like you did to me! So fuck you!
I just wanted to cry and leave your side today.
Saying sorry to me does not matter anymore! You have done it several time and still makes me a fucking idiot for sticking around your fucking side when in the end I get nothing of it!
I fucking don't have a fucking job because I fucking gave it up so I can work for your dad's fish and chips shop that went down the hill few weeks after I quit my job!
So fuck you ! You fucking screwed me big time you jack ass!

I fucking hate you at the moment! Out of all the people I didn't expect a fucking shit remark from you. Sure it is a joke but its fucking crossing the line. So FUCK YOU!
I am thinking of changing the fact that I am so considerate towards your feeling when I will comment on your fucking looks.
Face the facts when I am dressed up people fucking know that I'm a fucking idiot for dating a guy like you when I deserve much more than this.
I am not up myself, because even you know that! It is just lately that I have not been dressing up or not taking care of myself because I am way to busy and completely broke and guess what I blame you!

SO fuck you!