A deck of cards

When I was maybe about 14 years old I watched this anime Tenkuu no Escaflowne.
It inspired me to buy my own tarot cards and have fun with it.
I didn't want to take my future readings seriously because I know in the end faith and destiny lies in the owners or Gods hand.

Today I watched Tenkuu  no Escaflowne and decided to just see what my tarot cards says about my past, present and future.
I know that when you don't take care of your deck of cards most likely it won't be accurate.

I keep my cards wrapped up in a blag bag that used to be my sunglasses's I keep in somewhere in my room where it is convenient for me to reach whenever I feel like touching it or doing a little reading of my future.

So today being greatly influenced by this anime I did a reading for myself and my sisters.
Some people consider this as a misfortune or bad luck but I reckon if you don't take it that seriously it should not do any harm after all it still is up to the person to live their life.

• Card 1 was so accurate because having mentioned in my previous blog that my family is having a financial difficulty and I am jobless so yes it was hard for me to find money for everyday life.
• Card 2 is true at the moment because I am undergoing a troubled time due to the consequences of my action that I made late last year but I try not to think negatively for it does grossly affects me.
• Card 3 The devil card is a bad omen when it is not reversed or it is facing the right way. However when it is reversed it is saying that there will be a light at the end of the tunnel on my environment and saying that it influences me in every aspect. I can say this is partly true because somehow when I am having pessimistic day I always have these influences where I think positively and then good things happen
• Card 4 I can say so-so the blog before this was me complaining something about my love life and something needs to be fixed, since not having too much friend I spend way to much time with my significant other and is probably making us bored of each other since we are doing the same thing everyday.
• Card 5 a loss of friendship, this card was so spot on, yes people's attitude towards me is probably really bitter since I decided to drop all connection and communication with people I don't really care about. Also hackers making me traumatize in all networking website it didn't help my mentality as well. So I am in a sorrowful condition because I did lose a relationship although the card does indicate that it was for the best.
• Card 6 advice was very smart and spot on as well, it is telling me to regain my confidence after loosing it. (More information below)
• Card 7 'a secret will be revealed' enough said.
  Ever since the hackers hacked into my FB and hotmail account, all my secret and messages to my secret confidant was sent and exposed to my friends. So there was a point in time where I was scared to go outside in public because what if people knew my deep darkest secret and criticize me for it and involves judging my family. So I was really scared to bump into people at that point and I didn't want to see any FB or Myspace people or friends in general.

That is how I lost friends relationship, lost my confidence and undergoing a hard time because I am stressed with family's financial difficulty and paranoid with internet and university work.
So there you go I reckon it was pretty spot on and I just had to take a photo because I want to remember this day.
I thought the tarot card will give me some unnecessary or irrelevant prediction because I haven't been feeling or taking care of them, you know how people say  take care of your cards and believe in them yeah that's what I mean.