Crowded

Firstly some people on the bus should know how to give people their space. 
There was an asian old man who seems really sleazy and said hello to me then look at me somewhere below chin level as he sat next to me. I am sure he was just being nice to me when he said hello and (probably don't catch public transport very often) not being a lecherous pervert. I just didn't like the fact that I caught him looking down chin level straight after he said hello! Like come one yes I have big boobs. I don't even consider my boobs that big, I am only a C-cup although if I wear a t-shirt (which I was wearing today) you would still see the shape of my boobs.FARRK! 
I am not that conservative but I don't expose cleavage at all, well I try not to anyway. I wear denim jeans all the time so I don't expose legs as well. Overall I think I am appropriate and descent clothed when I am in public.
To continue this bus story, I was carrying my brown hideous and enormous bag today.
Today it looked bigger than it normally did (normal=big) because I brought the laptop with me. So in the bus when I carried my bag on my lap 1/8 of the bag is dominating the seat next to me. So when this old man sat next to me not only were we crowded already but he also literally moved closer to me after minutes of him sitting down. I don't know if he was being an idiot but my positive outlook of this situation is that he just wanted people going inside the bus to pass through without dodging anything, like for example his bag.
So when he moved closer to sit next to me he literally was touching my elbow to forearm with his. This I found very annoyed and disturbing. No one wants to have a skin on skin touch with a stranger especially a stranger from the bus!

Second thing that I want to complain about is  my XXX university not having more computer laboratories! Seriously we students need more computer laboratories!
I came at  Chamberllooinuise building and seriously no tables or computers were available for anyone because it has all been occupied!
Well that was a bummer, that was an instant downer on my motivation attitude this morning. 
Like seriously I promised myself that I would study straight away as soon as I arrive in  Chamberllooinuise building. Damn.


Anyway I hope you guys like the new layout of my blogger, I changed it because I didn't want the boring layout that blogger produce for us bloggers so I decided to search some codes up and do it myself just like the old times such as myspace where you create your own codes :D


Thank goodness I did myspace and learned to talk template language hehehehe.


Anyway in relation to my post yesterday (which is the post before this, would be located below this post), I had a talk with my significant other about all of those points I said on the other post. Yeah I am not doing any of those because my significant other manage to talk me out of that kind of thinking. He said that he is trying to do his best not to put all the stress on me and such but he also added that me just being by his side during those difficult time for him was a big help to him. He said he doesn't care about the fact that he is financially helping me such as paying for my food or books or other unnecessary things because he knows that I do a lot for him to and his main example was me putting up with his crap.
He doesn't want to decrease the times we see each other because he said he needs to see me and he needs to know that I am somewhere nearby because it gives him a secure feeling that he is not alone. Yeah somehow this talk went better than I was expecting.  Damn. Don't you hate it when your significant other is such a good talker. I knew from the very beggining mine was  a good talker, and I guess for me that is a good thing because he always knows what to say to me. 

Last but not the least is why the fuck people are so inconsiderate towards someone studying.
Ok I was up in level 4 in Chamberllooinuise building, everything was quiet I was doing my own reviewing and blogging and tumblr-ing in between but still I was quiet you hardly hear any typing.
Then later on while I was reading my accounting book chapter 1 content, this guy came out of the classroom to eat on the desk behind me (the room was right next to the studying area). Then few minutes later a guy and a girl walks in of the classroom and probably recognized their friend who was eating behind me. Then they walk out of the classroom so that they could talk to that friend who was sitting behind me. You know I wouldn't mind it if they talk to him in a whispering way but for fuck sake the girls voice is so fucking loud. Like seriously when you enter the studying area I am the first thing you see! SO be considerate towards me! Like I was there first so that guy who was eating behind me should know that area wasn't for eating or chit chatting! While I was reading the textbook none of the words sunk inside my brain because in my head all I was hearing are their loud voices and their conversation. It was so inconsiderate! So I packed up in a way to show them that I was pissed off so pretty much I was making noises to show them that they are so fucking inconsiderate. The guy who was eating and the girl that was talking seemed oblivious to it because they just continued but the guy friend who came with the girl started lowering his voice as if he knew 'oh shit I think we are too loud'.
So another 'FUCK YOU!' to those guys.

Wow ever since 2010 started I started to swear a lot when last year I hardly ever swear.
2010 is a shit year after all.

I've got to stop this feeling

So yes I finally bought my Accounting:Information for decision second revised editions book so that I will be well prepared for my exam this Saturday.
But afterwards I kinda felt really annoyed at myself straight after the receipt transaction finished in XX bookshop around Towaindeng.
Things I started thinking at that very instance:

HATE THE FACT THAT:

• I don't have a job and I am a full time university student
• I quit my job in p n' p hyperdome job so that I could help my significant other's dad with his restaurant business because they don't have any good workers and the business was new. So lets just say that was the stupidest thing I have ever done.
• I am always doing too much for people and some people don't realize it!
• That I still live at home with my parents when I could be renting my own apartment
• I am involve in a relationship that I feel like I am not really happy about anymore.
• I daydream and fantasize so much that I just want the fantasies to be real
• 2010 is such a shiiett beggining and not improving at all, well for me anyway
• My significant other is being an ass towards me just few minutes ago and has been putting all the fucking stress and shieet on me.
• I depend on my significant other way too much! Before I swore to myself that I would never EVER let a guy pay for my shiiett and my reasoning for that is because I don't want to ever feel like as if I owe them something.
• My skin is still shieet
• I can't afford Bobbi Brown stuff because all my allowance goes to transportation money, books and other university related crap!
• I don't consider anyone as my best friend anymore because they are total dimwits
• My significant other influenced me to have bad vibes (e.g. swearing, thinking bitchy, becoming a bitch etc.) I mean his intentions was for me to get smarter about the real world because if I remained that nice innocent little girl he thinks I would be eaten alive here.
• No one knows the anything about how I feel
• I can't tell anyone about things that are happening to me in uni because I just can't. Everyone around me are a total assholes and idiots.
• No one seems to make me smile genuinely anymore
•  The girl I am sitting with here in Chamberllooinuise building types so hard as if she wants to smash the keyboard. Like seriously while she is typing the whole fucking 3 metres table is fucking vibrating and moving. Even when she fucking clicks the mouse it is fucking moving!
  Come on! Have mercy on the non-living things, yes you probably are in a hurry to I don't know take a shit but you don't need to take your stress on typing and clicking so hard on the computer!

Yes I am hating on 2010 it is such a shiieet year like 2007 being a shiiett year as well.
So there you go another post me being all negative and yes I tried smilling at a stranger today to see if a smile is really contagious and good for the soul, lets just say that didn't work out the way I planned it.

So here is my strategy to make things better:

1. Let my significant other know the rules I am going to set for this relationship
• I will not go to uni unless I want to or I have classes.
  Therefore Mondays, Tuesdays and sometimes Wednesday I am not going to uni to either study, eat and stay late with him in uni.
• I will let him know that from now on us seeing each other has to be at least once a week or maximum of twice a week. My reasoning for this is because I hate knowing that I am so dependent on him, I hate the fact that he pays for my food and such. If we will see each other it has to be because we are going on a date night so if he wants me to go to uni with him to check his assignment or study late with him in uni I will just have to have a stronger will power and say no to him.
• I need to inform him that the stress he puts on me all the time is not tolerable towards me anymore that is why I am choosing to spend less time with him. If I spend more time with him and him giving me his stress the usual way then I have to let him know that I will just fall out of love for him.
• Once I get a job I need to assure him that I will pay everything that I owe him and will NOT anymore accept money from him because I don't want that burden anymore.
• Let my significant other know that this new attitude of his, which slightly changed straight after getting a job in real estate as a home finder is getting in his head and giving him a bigger head. So I just need to tell him  'don't fly too high because your feet is still touching the ground in the end, so be humble.' 
2. The home situation
• They cannot put stress on me especially dad (this will be the hardest thing to change)
• When I have an exam I want no one to distract me and take my laptop away from me!
• I don't want people coming over the house when I have exams because that means I will be forced to stay in uni late night, seriously if I could sleep there I would.
• They have got to stop this emotional outburst or this emotional breakdown on me because it is not good for my mental thinking. My head is just being corrupted by negative thoughts and vibes.
3. Fantasies
• I have to always inform myself that this is reality and that is just a wish/dream
• I should NOT take funny TV show scenario too seriously even if it makes me happy
• Assure my self that daydreaming about fantasy is healthy for my sake because of these unfortunate events happening to me but I need to stop wishing for the inevitable.
4. Money matters
• FIND A JOB! DON'T BE PICKY
• Just spend on things that you need for survival such as transportation, printing and food vending machine does not count. 
• If I didn't bring my lunch or no lunch was provided STOP buying food from refrectory or vending machines. The only solution to this problem is go home and eat there!
• If you don't need a material at an important matter, DONT BUY IT!
5. Transportation
• Remind myself that I have no choice but to take it, try not find anyone that can give me a lift to uni
• I need to get out of uni so that I don't have to deal with shitty bus driver services
• If I get a job and I have savings use it on driver license lesson!
6. Hanging out with friends
• If I don't have money don't arrange a meeting with friends no matter how much you miss them
• If my money is only enough for the bus to see friend then don't feel as if I am obliged to buy a drink or food while hanging out with a friend. Feeling awkward without peeking on a food or drinking a drink OR watching friend eat or drink while chatting is all in the imagination.

So at that moment that is all I could think about. I will come back to this and edit it if I think of something to add to this. For now Ta! I got to do my accounting studies.

Shopping List

Things I really want right now

1. Bobbi Brown Make up
• Blush Tint
• Long lasting natural finish foundation
• eye colour palette
• lipsticks
  
2. Bobbi Brown Make up guide books
   
   
   
3. Slam Dunk episodes and manga
• yes now you know that I am a bit of a dork as well, probably surprising to people that I still find cartoons and anime interesting and fun

4. CAMERA
• Yes I know my significant other gave me an awesome and very first camera but its not taking good quality pictures and its shaking all the time because my camera is so sensitive. It is like sooking all the time.
  
  
5. New Uni handbag
• Yes from this day I am still using the very first bag I have been using since I started this student life. This bag make me look like I am going out of town or going overseas. Plus it is falling apart and its like talking to me.
  
6. Black leather belt

•  So my leather skirt will look as good as this
7. Blackberry
• I want a blackberry that is in colour white (yes I know it has to be in black that is why it is called blackberry)
• I have the older model of the blackberry and therefore it takes crappy photo quality, I want one like my mom no leather cover at the back but good quality photos
• I just want the lagging to stop, this lagging incident probably started after the tenth time I dropped my phone on the ground.
8. Buy a lottery ticket for 30 millioin
• I just need to win 30 million so I don't have to feel so hopeless
9. Facial treatments in Skin Indulgence or better Ella Blanche

• Seriously I am hating my facial skin and needs to get it fix as soon as possible because its lowering my self-esteem, what happened to my baby skin texture! I probably ruined it whe I was in highschool where I wore foundation everyday and only tried to wash it with either sorbolene lotion or nivea or just plain soap.
• Also because after year 12 my skin started breaking out I started to freak and decided to use ProActiv which is apparently not suitable for skins that does not have bad acne. I thought it was good because it is always shown in advertisements. Now everytime I go to a beauty therapist they alway warn me to stop using it because it is drying my skin way too much!
10. Get my hair a digital perm (japanese new permanent curling)
• I hate the fact that I got my hair rebonded few years ago and since having a curly hair my whole entire life I just can't wear my normal hair down anymore after chemically straightening it.
• Why is that? Well firstly it is because when my hair starts to grow it is curly and then the ends of my hair is awkwardly straight or kinky curly.
  Then everytime I need to go to a special occasion I always have to straighten it first because my hair is just wierd like there will be part where it is curly and then parts where they are completely straight.
• So I just want to go back to being curly so I can put it down and not put my hair up because I look really gay when I have my hair up, I look like a total different person.
  People always tell me to put my hair down because they hardly recognize me with it up.
  Pretty much what they are saying behind those words is, put it down you loser you look crap with your hair up.

Nothing explains me more than this picture this week.

Disorientated

So today I caught the bus from east central park and had this really derro (bogan way of talking) bus driver.
I needed to buy a single bus ticket zone 2-5 which normally cost $2.70.

So when I was talking to him our conversation went like this:

Bus driver: *derro accent* What do ya want?

Me: Can I please get a single bus ticket going to XXX University *shows ID card*

Bus driver: So that's a concession, zone 1-5 single, that would be $1.70

*Me giving him $2.70*
Bus driver: What did you want a daily fair trip?

Me: uhhm I thought zone 2-5 single fair trip would normally cost me $2.70  *showing my ID card again*

*Bus driver holding out my ID card close to my face, giving me a mocking face*

Bus driver: Well that's what you needed to tell me next time, zone 2-5 $2.70 ok?

Me: Sure.

Bus driver: here ya go

I don't know if you guys picked it up the wrong things he did here.
But firstly for me personally what he did wrong and this is another explanation of a shitty costumer service.

1. You should know by now what zone XXX university is already! I am sure that you have been working for translink for as long as you can remember!
2. I just saved your life! $1.70 single trip to zone 1-5 ?! like seriously I would have ripped you off, but instead I chose to be honest and tell you my normal rate! Even though I could have used that extra dollar for something else I chose to tell you the truth!!! You should thank me for being honest and not a total asshole!
3. $1.70 to the fucking city?! Are you that bad in maths?! Is that why you ended up as a bus driver?! You should know already that each zone is normally like around 90cents and zone one alone is like around $1.50 at a single fair trip so are you fucking retarded! 
4. Don't fucking mock me with the picture in my student ID card!
   Sure I look totally different with my hair up and especially WAY different when I am not wearing make up. Yes the girl in the student ID card is more stunning, but the main reason for that is because that is one of my good days, pimple free and I was wearing make up and had my hair down! SO fuck you derro!

Some people just don't know when to mind their own fucking business! Like I said in my three post before this that Australia had a shit customer service! I mean come on! You even mock your own costumers right infront of them! If you were smart enough you would wait till they are gone then mock them like a normal average person would but this bus driver didn't because he is so dumb that is how he ended up as a bus driver. He can't even do simple maths $1.70 single fair trip to the city from central park?! If bus trip were that cheap I swear no one would even bother driver their car anymore.Like seriously we don't salute people like you who work as a bus driver, if you want to be respected by the whole society why didn't you just join the army but no of course they won't accept you because you are just dumb as fuck! So fuck off! If it wasn't for us passengers you guys wouldn't have a job! So you better treat us right!

So yes another situation of how bad Austrlian costumer service. Seriously these shitty costumer service really realease the monster in me. I remember 2 years ago the bus driver of route 555 even threw my change at the ground when I walked off but it isn't my fault I didn't hear him say 'heres your change' he was like talking like a fucking rat for a fucking big cunt. You think someone big like that asshole would have a fucking manly deep loud voice even the derro's voice (above situation) was louder than this bitch.

Anyway what a shit way to start my day like any other day.

So today I went looking for the book Accounting:Information for decisions inside the book shop and second hand bookshop. I would understand why the second hand bookshop wouldn't have any available but the main bookshop no I would never understand why you don't have anymore copies! Like just a month ago before you started refurbushing where the course books were there was like a pallette of this book, why didn't you guys save some of those copies inside the actual shop, you said you relocated it? Then when I asked ok if I can buy one now you said that the book won't be availabe to me till a week or so?
Like seriously WTF?! a week? Where did you relocate these books ? is it Indonesia? Why a fucking week? A card can be reached to Melbourne in like 3 business days why a fucking week if the relocation is just somewhere around the corner? I'd rather go to XX bookshop somewhere in Induraoophinely (yes I changed the location) even if the travelling is bullshit!
So anyway just few minutes ago I just realized that I should be studying for Computer based information because thats my exam this saturday NOT accounting! FML!

SO yes pissing me off right now, seriously I don't know how I stay sane!
Mom just called me just few seconds ago and yeah our conversation was like this:

*Ring ring ring*
Mom: Did you call me?
Me:Yes I did.
Mom: What did you want?
Me:I was going to ask you if you can buy my accounting book.
Mom: Isn't that the most expensive one?
Me: Yeah it is but you can just pay at least $150 dollars and I'll find a way to cover the rest.
Mom:oh ok, why can't you find a book in the library?
Me: because they are all gone and someone checked them all out and there is no copies availabe for me.
Mom: ok, I'll see what I can do, I'll just put it in your account and you make sure you show me the receipt.\
Me: Ok,
Mom: bye.
*click*

The few seconds later

*ring ring ring*
Me: Hello
Mom: So if I bus this book does that mean you will come home earlier now?
Me: What do you mean?
Mom: Well isn't the only reason why you are staying at uni at night is because you need to stay in the library to study because you don't have a book?
Me: Well yes.
Mom: So if I buy this book you will be able to come home earlier?
Me: No I don't think so because I still need to study
Mom: but my point is why can't you study at home?
Me: Well everything at home is distracting and plus I can't study well at home.
Mom: Well it is just that you come home so late at night and there are many assholes in the streets that can put your life in danger.
Me: mom I'm inside the library not on the streets.
Mom: yeah and you are studying by yourself.
Me: yeah but physically there are other people around me doing the same thing studying.
Mom: hmm, ok well I put the money in your account already you make sure that you show me the receipt because last time you didn't show me the receipt.
Me: ok
*click*

OMFGOSH! Like seriously what is wrong?! Why the hell does she want me home early?! Like seriously can't she just leave me alone. It's like if I ask her something I have to do something in return! It's always like that with my parents, if I will ask them a favour I have to do something good for them and this have to be done for the rest of my life!

To parents:
We are not the one forcing you to feed us, you made us so therefore you are required to feed us and support us because God said so. It wasn't like we wanted you to make us, like us talking to you spritually and telling you to go do it so you will make a baby. We are your responsibility and therefore don't abuse it. I know you all work hard and shit but don't put it upon us that we are the reasons for your sufferings. Your ACTIONS are the reason for your sufferings. Don't tell us that you didn't know what having kids were like when you were young because your parents didn't tell you. That would just make you appear like you are finding people to blame for the consequences of your own actions. If you are an adult you will face it like an adult would, not like what a teenager would do such as me.
If you didn't want a heavy responsibility why go have sex and make babies? Like seriously?  WHY?! I mean there was pills and condoms during your time already, if its against your religion then why have sex? Why bother getting married and finding love?
I mean I am sure you can survive just living alone and become a spinster. Like being a spinster is not that bad you can travel the world instead of paying your kids daycare or you can buy yourself a mansion instead of paying your kids highschool tuition. Sure you will be alone and will be alone till you die but hey look at it this way you are rich and have nothing to worry about.
So once again parents don't go telling your kids that they are the reasons why you can't enjoy life, yes it might be true but it was your decision to have kids, if you didn't want them why didn't you abort them? If its against your religions then again why have sex? Isn't lust a deadly sin as well? So why bother? Seriously someone needs to find these people another hobby or a cure. After all we are Adam and Eve's childrens. Sucks.

Yours sincerely,
MOP (Mask-of-Purity)

Stupid Fight Website by Tom Scott

Two days ago I encountered an article on ninemsn page about fans who follow celebrities on Twitter.


I know that Twitter was publicized and (personally I think) made for people's entertainment by following celebrities on their daily activities. I know that celebrities themselves enjoy the attention and sometimes when they say something interesting on Twitter it gives them more gigs and jobs.  

I don't have Twitter and I don't like the idea me following celebrities on the net and expecting them to acknowledge you. I don't have facebook, myspace or friendster anymore so yes no networking website for me. Just a Blogger, Tumblr and recently formspring.
I mean come on you are not really serious about celebrities acknowledging you throught twitter! 
There are like billions and billions of people in the world the chances of them acknowledging you personally is the same chance as you winning the lottery.


Any way this is the article I was reading about Fans and Twitter is ------> there click here.


So knowing me the curious one, I went on to the website where they scale how dumb the fans of these celebrities was. First I tried using Rihanna (who I used to love but after Chris Brown incident just lost all my respect for her, because it shows that she was not the same girl that she sings on her songs) and lady gaga (I just used her because her fashion sense kinda reminds me off Rihanna), and it appears that Lady Gaga's fans are more stupid than Rihanna.

Then I did Kim Kardashian against Rihanna because I know that this particular celebrity is really a Twitter addict. So results were:

DUN DUN DUN DUN
Kim Kardashian still beats Rihanna, meaning that Rihanna's follower uses the correct spelling and grammar in their twitter status.
 Then I used Demi Moore and Kim Kardishian because recently I read an article that Demi Moore takes things way too seriously on Twitter and even confronted Kim Kardashian on a term she (Kim) used as a joke. Demi Moore kinda got offended and thought it to be racist and brought slavery into the topic even though what Kim said was not even really related to slavery or racism, it was more like a slang that everybody used in the modern soceity, so the result between those fight is:

AND WOW, it appears that Demi Moore has no dumb followers and other explanation for this is she doesn't have many fans and followers, :S maybe time for a new gig or job? Maybe do something controversy?
Nah I don't think that's necessary aye Demi? I think she's far too sensible for that. Even if she has a lot of time in her hands I still respect her for not being a dumb girl who is dating a toyboy. Just like Cameron Diaz she's respectable and too good for that.

Anyway I was having too much fun in this I even tried Selena Gomez and Taylor Swift because I know someone who hates Taylor Swift but loves Selena Gomez and the result is this:

It appears that Selena Gomez followers are dumber than Taylor Swift. This result actually kinda surprised me because I thought it would be the other way around because of that role Taylor did in the movie 'Valentines Day'. 
So I tried Demi Lovato and Taylor Swift to see again and results was 

Demi Lovato!!! Why? I thought her fans would be smarter than Taylor Swift but then again Taylor Swift is someone I would consider intelligent because of the lyrics of her songs, it maybe a really typical girly song who just wants to find love but its actually just simple and intelligent. I would never really admit that she is talented with a good voice but I would say she is intelligent and beautiful.


So after having that fun in Tom Scott's website I just remembered that Tom called Twitter people dumb and yet he himself have a Twitter account, what a hypocrit?
I mean you made a website to scale people's intelligence because they are using twitter to follow celebrities and yet you can be contacted and followed on twitter?

You even clearly explained yourself what motivated you to create this website 

So does that make you stupid as well Tom Scott? Takes one to know one isn't it Tom?
I mean I would understand if you created this website and made yourself a twitter account for this website purposes but you didn't state here in your web. More like you had one all along for social purposes.
I think before people put their name on their website or even just to gain publicity before contradicting something they should make sure that there won't be anyone who can contradict or criticize her/him as well, especially an OBVIOUS ONE!
I mean you pretty much called yourself as one of those dumb people because they have twitter 'people who have twitter are stupid' IRONIC MUCH!

I mean that website you did was really entertaining and I have to admit very entertaining but shame on you as well.
The only message I can say for Tom is that next time you create another awesome intelligent website like this make sure you are not one of those people who you specifically designed it for OR atleast can cover it up with an explanation that it was all for experimental purposes or some crap like that.

I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it - Audrey Hepburn

60 things a girl would want, but never ask for.
He already does all of these to me. But I want more of the things I fattened out by making them bold. :DD

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.

3. Share secrets with her.

4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts

5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.

7. Hold her.

8. Laugh with her.

9. Invite her everywhere.

10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

11. Smile with her.

12. Take pictures with her.

13. Pull her onto your lap.

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her.

17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

18. Hug her from behind around the waist.

19. Tell her she’s beautiful.

20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car, it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she’s your everything.

23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her, if she denies something being wrong, it means; she doesn’t want to talk about it so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.

25. Kiss her in front of other girls.

26. DON’T lie to her.

27. DON’T cheat on her.

28. Take her everywhere and anywhere she wants.

29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work or school, and how much you miss her.

30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.

32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.

33. Kiss her on the cheek.

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her.

35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

36. When people diss her, stand up for her.

37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.

38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle.

39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.

40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible.

41. Call or text her every night to wish her sweet dreams.

42. comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.

43. Take her for long walks at night.

44. always remind her how much you love her.

45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her.

46. Rub her back.

47. Give her your coat if she’s cold.

48. Write letters on her back with your finger.

49. Let her sit on your lap.

50. Kiss her neck.

51. hold her hands in public.

52. Even if she looks bad one day tell her she’s beautiful.

53. Give her goosebumps and kiss them away.

54. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her.

55. Surprisingly sneek up on her and hug her from behind.

56. Kiss her in the rain.

57. Pick her up like in The Notebook and kiss her.

58. Slow dance with no music.

59. Give her butterflies.

60. Love her, kiss her, hold her and treat her like your everything.

Ways To Keep A Relationship Working

Ways To Keep A Relationship Working

1. Love each other.

2. Don’t lie.

3. Keep communication open.

4. Stay sweet.

5. When you get hurt, just forgive and forget.

6. Never talk about breakups.

7. Never say it’s okay even if it’s not.

8. Forget about pride.

9. If you say sorry, mean it.

10.Don’t compare your past to your present.

11. Don’t talk about your stupid ex’s.

12. Give and Take process.

13. Be aware of his/her feelings.

14. When you had a fight, don’t let the day pass without being fine.

15. Don’t be the perfect one, be the RIGHT ONE.

♥♥♥ Stay In LOVE ♥♥♥

I should apply number 3,13 and 14 all the time because I seem to keep things to myself and my significant other hates it when I do. 

Caution, an extremely long angry post relating to shitty customer service

It has been globally publicized by different magazines and newspaper that Australia gives rude and shit customer service compared to America, Japan, Sweden and all other countries with good economies.

Why is this the case?
Probably due to the fact that majority of them are lazy piece of ass!
Lets relate this topic to a university facility

Seriously university students pay a fucking huge amount (international or domestic) to get a piece of paper.
All students are only asking one thing from this people who work in universities - an exceptional well received service.
Sure we are all fucking younger than you and we are all still studying and not working but that doesn't give you elderly people who are working in university facilities the right to feel superior towards us!
Not because you are working as a security guard or the person who answers security enquiry calls that we have to fucking treat you with respect and civility even if you are a total dimwitt towards us.
We do NOT idolize you NOR do we want you to treat us dog shit!
Us university students know that once we graduate we are going to overpower you motherfuckers and make sure you will work under us!
Seriously stop treating us students like we don't know shit because we do know shit, we just have to pretend we don't and kiss your asses so we get either good feedbacks or good marks.

So here's the story for the day:

First I find out that I left both my USB in Chamberlain rm 202.
These usbs contained all my blogger,tumblr and uni files. Yes it is very stupid of me to leave it there last night but you know shit happens when you are tired and stressing for exams. It is just unavoidable and irreversable.
Anyway, so I went into the net to find out the security university number and I found this number 336xxxx under it says emergency/security purposes. This number will direct me to the first security person available and I needed that security guard to open the room door for me so badly because to me not having my usb at this critical time is an EMERGENCY so yes I considered this situation as an emergency for a university student. It had all my files that I needed to study for my exam!!!
So when I called the conversation went like this:

*Ring Ring Ring Ring*
Receptionist 1: Hello, XXX faculty emergency and security information desk, xxxx speaking.

Me: Hi I left a usb inside Chamberlain room 203 (yes because of my stressed I mixed the room number here already) and all my files are there and I have an assignment due tomorrow so *receptionist cut me off*

Receptionis 1: This is not really an emergency situation, we are not the one responsible for this situation and we are extremely busy to do these sort of things, contact 51xxx instead they might be able to help ta. *clicks*

*beep beep beep*

Me: - FARRK!

So after that, I just went on with my life and pretended that everything is ok and went to the net again to search that extension phone number she mentioned earlier that I didn't catch because she was speaking so fast and rudely. So after me finding out the extension number, I called it and I swear it is the same receptionist but this time I didn't manage to catch her name so I wasn't sure of it. Maybe it was better off me not knowing since I would have given her the bitch attitude for scenario two.

So the conversation went like this:

*Ring Ring Ring*

Receptionist 2: Hello, XXX faculty property and security information desk, xxxx speaking.

Me: Hi! I need to get a usb out of a locked room in chamberlain which is room 203. I left it yesterday and *once again cuts me off*

Receptionist 2: What is your name?

Me: [insert name here]

Receptionst 2: Where abouts are you now [insert my name here that she thought I said]?

Me: Chamberlain computer labs but my usb is in room 203 *bitch interrupted again*

Receptionist 2: What is the situation?

Me: I left my usb inside room 203 yesterday and all my files are there for my assignment which is due tomorrow and I would like someone to open the door for me so I can get my usb back.

Receptionist 2: We are extremely busy and we'll sort that matter as soon as possible, as I mentioned before we are busy and our priority today is the centuary celebration so you just need to wait and hang around in the area with a student ID card and we will contact you if we are there. Ta.

*beep beep beep*

WTF!? Seriously do these people love hanging up straight away? Sure you are busy because of the centuary celebration but like I don't give a fark about that event sheit, we are university students and we are the ones that pay you more so these motherfuckers should pay us more attention and treat us nicer not like we are a nobody!

So I called again because I was talking to my significant other and he asked me how the fuck they are going to contact me again without fucking asking for my number, and how the fuck will I know that they are in chamberlaine already without my fucking number? She just asked for my fucking name but that doesn't prove sheit! She even pronounced it and said it wrong so how the fuck will she know who I am.

So the next phone conversation we had went like this:

*Ring Ring Ring*
Receptionist 2: Hello, XXX faculty property and security information desk, xxxx speaking.

Me: Hi I was the person who called you few minutes ago and I was wondering how are you going to contact me soon if you don't have my number?

Receptionist 2: [Laughs] Someone will be there but will just take a while so you just have to hang around in the area for quite a bit. I suggest waiting outside the door of the room you left your usb in.

Me: Don't you need my number so you can contact me when the security gets here? I still have other things to do.

Receptionist 2: No we don't need your number you just have to wait there for a long time, it will take a while but someone will be there just stand out of the room when the security comes give him your student ID.

Me: - ok but *cuts me off*

Receptionist 2: thanks bye. *beep beep beep*

What a fucking bitch! How dare she laugh at me! Despite the fact that I was already annoyed that I knew I had to wait for a very long time for this security person to arrive you even fucking made me feel that as if I didn't know shiet! If you fucking explained yourself clearly when I phoned earlier you don't have to fucking waste your time again talking to a person like me who just want a full clear detailed explanation on what to do and what to expect on these kind of emergency situation! To you its nothing but how would you like it if you left your fucking car keys in a room you can't access during weekends asshole!
Like seriously you are a fucking receptionist at god knows what age, probably at your mid 30s because she sound like an old woman so fucking do your job properly.

This is what I hate about Australia the fucking incompetency! A lot of services that tourist or locals get are fucking incompetent and rude! I don't know if its an aussie culture thing but I hope not because I know that there are several of nice aussie people with a very warm and respectful attitude. So these motherfuckers are just fucking jackasses who does not deserve the title aussies!
Aussies are suppose to be respectful  and considerate towards people they are goal orientated as well so something like costumer service is what they value most! Obviously these people I encountered on the phone showed none of those characteristic (mentioned above) to prove that they are true aussies, more like european convicts characteristics.

Incompetency is not allowed in Australia because Australian are known for competency of a country of high economic status!
So for all of this mother fuckers I encountered today, FUCK YOU!!

So while waiting for fucking 30 minutes in front of room 202 for this security guard to arrive, my significant other's friend arrived and saw my significant other and  said hello. Luckily his friend had a swipe card and was able to open the door room 202! I got to get myself one of those swipe cards!
So when we came out of the room me and my significant other was heading towards the toilet and we noticed that from afar we could see this security guard trying to use his own security swipe card and couldn't open the automatic doors. WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THAT! Like seriously you are the fucking security and you can't even open the fucking automatic door using your own cards and keys! How fucking incompetent!

Instead of trying to help the security guards to get in the building (which I would do if they didn't piss the shit out of me) we chose to watch the security guard trying to open the automatic door and moving from the east wing automatic door to the west wing automatic door (meaning the walking around the building to get to the other automatic door which is facing east wing building).
It was a spectacle, I know I might sound mean and I know that security guard didn't do anything to me in general more like the bitch on the phone but I was just so pissed off about this shitty customer service students get from the people who work in this university.
So I guess laughing at this matter somehow cheered me up even though it is mean. I am after all a very bitchy and scary person when I am angry. So I know that when the security guard manage to get in after several epic fail attempts, I knew instantly he was looking for me and I didn't bother coming up to him to say
'Hi sir but someone else did the job for you and guess what he is a university student with a properly working swipe card.'

But really the security guard had nothing to do with it and more like I wanted to say that to the person who was in charge of security information call:
 'hello is this the operator BITCH!? Guess what you are fucking incompetent so why don't you go home and find yourself another job possibly something along the line of vagina hole finder using a mirror!'

Also for that fatso guy that was sitting next to me in the computer lab, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING AT?! Don't fucking look at me when I fucking didn't do shit to you. As soon as I came in I noticed that you stopped your facebooking and fucking gave me the scanning procedure that girls to do girls (where a person stares at you for a while and look at you up and down).
How fucking rude of you to stare me up and down as if you fucking owned the fucking computer laboratory you are not even a fucking girl so toughen it up dick!
I am not fucking scared to fight you fucker! Yeah sure you might be fatter than me and most likely will kill me if you ever jump on me but I am more fucking flexible and able to stab you and run straight away.
The only reason I moved to the other side of the room was that because my significant other knew that if I stayed close to you and you fucked around with me I will give you the shit you fucking wanted from the moment I came in. Plus my significant other wanted to ignore you because even him, himself just wanted to fucking grab your shirt when he noticed that you kept looking and glaring at me. So I am not scared of you mofo! My significant other knows that you are fucking scared of him because as soon as he glares at you everytime you stare at me (this is while I was packing up my things) you fucking look away like a dumb cunt!
In reality I can beat your fucking fat ass anytime, if you are fucking scared of my significant other and my significant other is scared of me that means that I am more dangerous and terrifying than both of these guys SO please stop wasting your time by scanning me whenever you get a hold of my eyes, you are so fucking ugly to even fucking look at me up and down you don't have the right to scan me up and down because you are

1. firstly not a fucking hot whore!
2. you are fucking obese and red face!
3. a fucking a nobody who wears their shirts unironed and buttonless!

So bitch get out of the way! My fucking adiddas jacket and lee jeans are worth noticing than your jack ass unbranded clothes that didn't make it internationally!

Facebook Application Quiz, the one I saved before deactivating the account

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your view on yourself:

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are down-to-earth
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ: People like you because you are so straightforward
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both side of the story

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:






Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You like serious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Smart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Determined people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You don’t judge a book by its cover
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :So good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes

Your readiness to commit to a relationship: 

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding to build a rapport

The seriousness of your love: 

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are very serious about relationships
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :If you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You will fall deeply in love  
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Beautifully in love

Your views on education: 

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Education is very important in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You want to study hard
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Learn as much as you can

The right job for you: 

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You’re a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You’ll be set for life

How do you view success: 

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Nothing will stop you from trying

What are you most afraid of: 

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :You are concerned about your image
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :The way others see you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :It’s time for you to believe in who you are
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ :Not what you wear

Cram Cram Cram Cram CRAM

Next week agenda:

1. In class quiz on Friday 8 am worth 9%
2. Accounting exam (sheeit!) on Saturday at 9am
3. Sister's Fund Raising Concert on Saturday have to be in the place at around 4pm for the practice. That means I have to be able to be either fully done up or in my rollers and make up done.
4. Tuesday after next week's Computer based information management exam (sheeit!) worth 30%
5. THEN 4 assignments due straight after the week after next weeks!

Running out of quota

Like literally!

I don't have internet quota for my real student number account and my other fake student number account!
How frustrating, I used them all up because of going to Tumblr and blogger (people's blogger).
I just hate using other peoples account to access internet especially my good friends one, even though her quota amount amazed me she must have bought a top up quota.
Now I am finding something to do, I wished I brought my 2030 PSY stuff so I can type all my notes unto a word document and get rid of all the paper with my unladylike writting.

*sigh* So I ate a whole packet of snickers pods and now I feel bloated and guilty.
I just wish I was one of those skinny girls where I can eat anything I want and yet it wouldn't give me big arms and big round waist!
Those girls had it easy! They can enjoy all the food in the world and not putting so much work or effort into looking good. I mean this week I pretty much was working out except today because I had to go to uni early and I couldn't wake up as early as 5am because I came home at 12 am last night and fell asleep at 1 am yes I know so late!

I am just stressing out and thinking too much about things and assessments. There is so much to do but in a little time!

How peculiar is it when my significant other asked me to call a friend of ours using his mobile phone and me seeing that his call logs has all been deleted like as if he didn't want anyone to know who he has been calling AKA me most likely, because I am the one always wanting to hold his phone to play with the games on his phone. Somehow I feel really funny like there is something funny happening around me but then again it could be just me being a retard and thinking like a paranoid freak. I seriously just want a genie that would grant all my wishes so that I can wake up knowing I don't have to put a fake smile on today!

• I want to get out of my house because they are so inconsiderate towards people who are trying to sleep and just plain bossy and manipulative.
• Uni life is just stressful and unrealistic, instead of us paying this lecturers it should be the government who should pay for students to study becaues in the end we are the one going to work for them!
• Friends, I don't have much and the ones I have is either way to busy to care or just don't give a shit!
• TV shows are pretty much screwing up the life of women's because their love stories are becoming more and MORE unrealistic and so making girls have unrealistic expectations when it comes to love! We all know thats not possible because there is no where in this world that there is a guy who would do everything for you like the ones they show on media! So relying on the TV shows to escape reality is plain stupid and has a long term effect consequences of girls mentality!

So that is pretty much my life, sucks? yes I KNOW!
Feels like the world is against me! Even my significant other is hurting my feelings! SUCKS!

La Vita E Bella

So my in class quiz this friday was cancelled due to the noise the centuary commemoration band will be making when they are at great court which is close to the building where all psychological development tutorial class are held.
Even though I was a little upset because I was panicking and stressing for it I realise it was a blessing in disguise so I just embraced this sudden news.

So far all I can say is that next week I am screwed!
I have an accounting exam on a saturday and in class quiz on a friday! Thank goodness I ran out of quota for the university internet access because that means I won't be able to go to blogger or tumblr to procastinate.
Which is how it is suppose to be anyway.

Anyway my significant other is coming in about approximately 20 minutes to pick me up from his work appraisal. (he is actually suppose to go door knocking but he decided to skip it because he is emotionally and mentally exhausted thinking about his assignment which was due today)

So to conclude this post I just want to share what I came across today

So McFancy!

All I can say to these pictures is that they are a hedonism pursuit of danger despite the fact that they are branded they look irresistably delicious!

Tumbling and Juggling

The Past:
-Myspace
-Facebook
-Friendster

Then deleted them all.

The Present:
-Blogger
-Tumblr

The Future:
-Lode?
-Twitter?

 

For real?

GIANT BOOBIES!

Watch out lady all the guys are gawking at your chest!

o.0

Megasm!

Leighton Meester, Blake Lively, Taylor Momsen and all the other girls from gossip girls are famous because of their fashion forward clothes. They are not really my cup of tea. I don't like shows that involve so much materials that makes people materialistic. I don't really enjoy shows that teaches you how to be the bitch or how to be the cool person by doing and making the wrong decisions.

However I adore Megan Fox that she is hot enough to turn me gay!
I never liked gossip girl, maybe because I am a wierdo.

I do not have anything in my bone that makes me somewhat similar to Megan (such as behaviour, humour, appearance or attitude). Although I do still adore her to the max!
I love that fact that she's so down to earth and is proud that she doesn't have a 22 inch waist like what most girls aspire to have.
She is not the typical follow Barbies footstep type of gal but she's more like the tomboyish hot girl who isn't afraid to get her hands dirty, which is exactly what I like about her.

As a person I am somewhat tomboyish but depending on my mood, but if you see me in public, my clothes revolves around denim jeans or camouflage 3/4 or shorts.  It will be rare that I will be feeling preppy and girly and wear a frilly skirt. Although I do own some in my closet. Moreover I am not ashamed of getting my hands dirty, to be honest I don't like long nails or acrylic nails because I enjoy activities such as rock climbing so those type of nails will just piss me off while doing the activities I enjoy the most.
When I was young everything about frilly, pink and preppy stuff scared me, I just hated it but now I have moods that I feel like I am feeling preppy and girly. My significant other likes the attitude of preppy and girly and yup he knows that I will never have that kind of attitude but I can sometimes have a mood to dress like one.

I love the fact that Megan Fox was only involved with two people in her whole life and it was because she fell in love with those lucky bastards.
I have to say bravo on that because people in showbiz sleeps with everyone and it is rare to have a hot item that will date a guy based on love.

I also love the fact that Megan is one of the hot it girls that isn't 5'10 that possess long legs. I wouldn't say that she is short because she's 5'4 (according to IMDB) but I would say she is in the average height range for a Caucasian.
I get really jealous of girls with long legs because I sometimes wish I had one too but I know I have to be content with my body because confidence is what makes you attractive and beautiful.

Moreover I am also jealous of Megan's flat tummy!

I would kill to get that nice toned body!
Its my ideal type of body, not too skinny but toned!
Megan is just sex when you look at her!
I know that I was born with arms like Megan where if you gain a little bit of weight your arms gets bigger that makes you look like your on steroids. However mine is worst than hers because I am not exactly as toned or skinny as her. I am aspiring to be as toned as her because her body is wonderland!

I would really kill to get that nice flat tummy!
My tummy is like the ones that isn't flat but when you sit down it is like a massive gut showing but if I sucked it in it appears that I have no tummy. My waist is 26 inch from the last time I check so its not that big but I know that I have a little bit of gut because it just shows when I sit down. This is probably due to all the junk food I ate when I was young. When I was young I was pretty much stick thin but because I keep eating normally and sometimes way too much then I became healthy (with what most people say) and not proportioned.

So pretty much I adore her, not the things she says to the paparazzi but just her attitude towards media and her gorgeous face and body. To tell you the truth my significant other and I absolutely adores her!

So to the gossip girls move aside because Megan is much more than a materialistic person she's the real deal!