Personally I think its because I started using my sister's Cetaphil last week! I thought Cetaphil was the brand facial wash winner last year?! Or maybe God is punishing me by giving me more pimples for using that Cetaphil bottle in the bathroom, which belongs to my sister (no permission meh).
I was using AESOP originally but it didn't help at all instead I keep getting this daily pimple where if one spot is clearing up another spot is messing up. OMGOSH is there like a NO solution to my problems!
All these make up/facial skin experts keep telling me to stop using Proactive because first it is:
- Really bad for my skin as it dries out all the moisture I have in my face
- My age and skin is too young for it
- My problem is not apparently that bad to be using it.
- My skin needs a moisturizer and hydrogen not benzyl!
I seriously don't know what these facial skin experts are telling me, they tell me to get AESOP and then this lady from Bobby Brown section in DJ told me to use clean and clear products, products that are not too strong for my skin because my skin needs a lot of hydration crap shit.
I already told them I hate the fact that I can see a red spot on my face, even if Proactive did dry out my skin (I knew this in fact, and was very annoyed) but it never let me down with the red spot lump thing on my face like this other facial shit. I tried to use Clinique foundation in hydration (yes the one that makes your skin oily and recommended for dry skin) to even out the moisture when I was using Proactive. My boyfriend did inform me that when I used that foundation my skin appears like a pot of gold because my skin is literally shinning and oily looking. Yeah funny...NOT! So I even bought a translucent powder to make it appear a little matte feel, which sometimes work but sometimes look like I have a cake face.
AESOP feels really good on the skin but it really irritates me seeing this breakout especially under my lower lip where there is this uncomfortable feeling (a lump, but looks like a white head) that makes me pop out all that thing on the way to stop feeling uncomfortable.
Maybe my significant other was right at the fact that these ladies in this cosmetic section in DJ was just putting me in a loophole so I would buy their product. I am so gullible and naive, which is utterly bad since I am dead broke and the only thing that I want to maintain is the fact that I don't break out. But I always thought this ladies were helping me because I made sure that I got my message across on how I badly want a clear skin! I made sure they feel for me as well!
My hair is severely damaged already (FML) so therefore the last thing I want to know is that I gained weight (which I did 2 kgs *bangs head*) and my face breaking out during exams! FML!
I am not in Asia where the products are especially made for Asian skin, plus everything in here is so damn expensive! Seriously I need to get out of this shitty situation because if I don't I am just going to go berserk at a stranger and tell them how fucked up my life is.
My boyfriend is not complaining and still telling me that I am still beautiful (Bullshit) and that he doesn't know why he is so madly in love with me (I don't know as well, maybe he became blind from my super oily face that I used to have perhaps?).
Although he did complain that my foundation 2 days ago was too light for my skin colour and made me look like a geisha but a very cute prostitute.. yeah I was like WTF?! Then yesterday he informed me that the foundation I was using yesterday (which I dropped and broke, in a glass bottle stupid manufacturers) made my skin even more terrible than the original. Other than that whatever he doesn't care.
Seriously I need a JOB!!! I got to go shopping soon! FML!
I am going crazy at my situation right now, like if I could jump off a cliff and pretend dead for like few months and come back alive and pretending nothing happened I would (No one wants to kill themselves and not come back in their normal healthy body right?).
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