Self-reflection

Everytime I think about the hacking incided; my heart beats faster.

I kept thinking about the hacker and how they have some part of my deep dark secret, that I vowed never to be let out.
I can never claim it back now. It is a secret I have never told anyone about.

I don't exactly know what it is but everytime I think about it, I can't help but feel helpless and vulnerable.
It feels like it would taint my reputation and even my solid foundation, that I built myself; all will be left to waste.

I feel as if the mask I put on will be broken and everyone will see right through me instantly. I know it is not a big deal but for a person such as I who has kept this secret inside my heart; made my heart a place of secrets, one that has seen too much and concealed too much to be at peace with itself.
Before I thought 'I don't care what other people say, they don't know me'. However now that my secret has been exposed and witnessed by an evil hacker I feel vulnerable and defenseless.
I hope 'what comes around goes around' will forfeit.