You see the picture above I aspire to do something like that ever since this year started.
Basically I am 50 kgs AGAIN, for your information.
My ultimate weight goal this year was to be weighing only 40kg, when I was still working out before winter started anyway. Winter season screwed up with my momentum of being physically active.
Either that last semester's final exams screwed me over as well! I was buying so much lollies because I was stressing and panicking so much!
It is just that the weather was so good to sleep in and be lazy and eat hot chocolates lately so I really apologize to my body for not taking good care of it during the holidays. I shouldn't have been a lazy bum and just forced myself to work out.
So lets just say the next photo is how much I weight and this is how much I would like to loose.
Now I look like the chick above photo but maybe 5 kgs more. So I have been hiding my fat body underneath a long sleeve turtle neck.
I do want to be skinny, I am only 150 cm and I think that me being 50kg is making me even more stumpier than normal. I already lost 45kg during summer season and I just can't beleive as soon as winter started BAM!!!
I gained 10 kgs, seriously I don't know how I do it.
But I must say that part of it is my Steven's influence, he keeps taking me to restaurant with good food.
From now on, I am taking an oath of only eating SALADS this winter if I complain I am willing to remind myself again that it is for my own good. I will not skip meals because I am eating salad so no need.
Also you want to know the worst thing, I have a party to go to NEXT WEEK!
FARRRRRRKKKK!!!!
I was expecting that the next time I go to a party and next time I will see people I cut all ties with I will be super duper glamorous and SKINNY!
Atleast 10 kgs skinnier anyway!
I really hope I don't look like this, I am 5 kgs skinnier but I really hope I don't look as stump as this chick in the before photo! Damn! How do these girls loose that much weight instantly!
I want to know how they discipline themselves, please I don't like the 'smoke if you feel like eating' because there is no effing way I will smoke!
p.s. I got the pictures from thininspiration, you want to increase that motivation of losing weight just visit her site.
